Sunday, July 27, 2025

It’s Like Being Left Out in the Rain, and Coming to Understand That You Were Always This Way: Modern, Wet, Abandoned, Though with That Special Intuition That Makes You Realize You Weren’t Meant to Be Somebody Else

The big run of major birthdays the end of July celebrated here start tomorrow so quick, some observations after six days from Seal Cove, Mount Desert Island, Maine, from our cottage across a pond from Bernard Mountain, Acadia National Park (here's this morning's sunrise (5:45) from our backporch):


  • Goldenrod is in bloom and always blooms a month earlier in Maine than it does in Maryland, which never has made sense to me
  • I have not seen one car on the road or in a parking lot with a Canadian province license plate and I've made it a point of looking and asked L to let me know if she see's any and she hasn't. In past years at least twenty percent of visitors to MDI in general and Acadia National Park in particular have had plates from Ontario and New Brunswick and especially Quebec
  • The number of tourists overall is far less than in previous trips, at Acadia's most used hiking trails if you didn't grab one of the limited number of parking spots by seven in the morning you are fuck out of luck, we have yet to have an issue at any time of the day so far, and even Ellsworth, on the main land but a bottleneck everyone in and out of MDI must drive through isn't a total clusterfuck traffic-wise from sunrise to sunset, and the tourist-trap lobster pounds don't have stupid long lines of stupid people paying $24 for fifty cents worth of lobster and mayonaise
  • We did not come last year because Rosie was sick and near death (she's happy and healthy now) but a number of stores and restaurants in Ellsworth on the mainland and Bar Harbor, Southwest Harbor, and Northeast Harbor on MDI have shuttered since we were last here in 2023
  • I'd read stories of the drug abuse epidemic in Downeast Maine in general and Deer Isle in particular for years but had never seen this before: in two restaurants we've been in, one in Ellsworth and another in Stonington on Deer Isle, and in two gas station bathrooms I've been in, there are free fentanyl test kits, test your heroin before using! 


  • Very few Trump 2024 signs and flags still in yards but a surprising number of rainbow RESIST! signs in yards with no pick-up trucks in the driveway and yard
  • Maine pick-up drivers assholier than Michigan pick-up drives, and native Mainers HATE the tourists that float the local economy, I mentioned this an earlier year, a Mainer once told me a significant number of Mainers, if they see your car coming with an out-of-state license plate they pull in front then deliberately slow down for at least a mile
  • Fun being had but something (not *us*) off, (including the owners of the house we're renting who also insist something is off on the island and Downeast)



  • The grid below is proof I haven't ignored the clusterfuck but the relative lack of links and the fact that some are from earlier last week is proof my attention the clusterfuck has not been as all-consuming as normal, as is the fact that I'm halfway through James' *The Ambassadors* and Rachel Kushner's *Creation Lake* and, get this, am enjoying reading
  • I've played only two courses, the nearly Hapana and the faraway Step Back, with only four discs! Orc, Archangel, Roc, and Alpaca, and playing well, paired up with locals at both, they confirmed the economy sucks here, tourism is way down, drug-abuse is way up, and despair is rampant
  • Whatever concessions shitlords wanted from Dump as they reminded him who's boss must have been received, they've backed-off shivving him with Epstein for now
  • I've made an effort to reestablish my unconditional love for Destroyer's music with only partial success, though Gastr del Sol getting a LOT of airtime!




Ethnic Cleansing in the United States
"It’s A Genocide, But It’s Also So Much More Than That"
"Watching Western leaders tweet about the ‘conditions in Gaza’ while still arming Israel and refusing to use all the power to stop them, as is their duty under the Genocide Convention, is like Hitler tweeting “Conditions in Auschwitz are really bad” while ordering more Zyklon B"
Are we taking this fascism thing seriously?
"The Serious Starvation Deaths Are About To Begin In Gaza"
"All the worst people rushing at once to create an alibi, really bad sign of what's around the corner"
"People who demanded accountability in 2024 from Dem leaders who initiated and perpetuated this genocide were called traitors and Trump supporters, and continue to be called that to this day"
Democrats’ 2024 Autopsy Is Described as Avoiding the Likeliest Cause of Death
"He's gonna pardon Ghislaine, she's gonna say here is the list with trump and Rs conspicuously missing. That is gonna be enough cover for the GOP electeds and MAGA, and then Bondi & Co will start prosecuting the names on the list and Trump's involvement will be a distant memory"
"Just to be clear: The Trump administration had offered limited immunity to a convicted sex trafficker who also—and this is important—participated in the abuse herself, including of minors—and who may be offered a pardon so as to (attempt to) inoculate Trump himself"
We have more to fear from stupid people than evil ones
Is Bezos killing the newspaper on purpose or by accident?
How AI laws are reviving the worst ideas of campus censorship
How big tech is force-feeding us AI
The 2026 World Cup Could Be the Most Corrupt Ever
ECONOMIC TERROR AND THE TURBOCHUGGF*CK IN TEXAS
What Trump was trying to demonstrate in Los Angeles is that he can project his armed power into every American community at any time
I. HATE. MOTHERFUCKING. DEMOCRATS.
I. HATE. MOTHERFUCKING. DEMOCRATS.
I. HATE. MOTHERFUCKING. DEMOCRATS.
1st, kill the newsThe Race Is Not To The Swift
Supreme Court conservatives hide behind their own masks as they upend the law
"Hulk Hogan died. He devoted his life to being a scumbag, including preventing unionizing in wrestling by snitching on Jesse Ventura to Vince McMahon when he tried to get a union started. When Ventura sued and found out it was Hogan who ratted him out, he never talked to him again"
"Hogan is a textbook example of American mediocrity. Despite being a racist, sycophantic, backstabbing grifter, almost every match he's ever had was a flat one-star snoozefest. He was so wack between the ropes that his finisher was a leg drop. A fucking leg drop. Hogan was positively identified for ratting out the locker room to the bosses when wrestlers tried to unionize. He engaged in aggressive backstage politics to suppress talent and protect his position. Hogan refused to put wrestlers over even though they out-worked and out-performed him every night. He never wanted to make anyone else look good and he always wanted a lion's share of the pay. He had one of the most inflated and most undeserved egos in entertainment, and all his movies sucked. Hogan relied on the same schtick for decades and failed to adapt to a changing audience before becoming a MAGA influencer in his final days"
Don't Let Big Cannabis Smoke Out Small Businesses
Remember you must die"This AI bubble propping up US financial markets looks nothing at all like a ponzi scheme"
All this to produce a purely phantasmic, fetishistic form of “wealth.”
Dappled thingsRethinking collapse{ feuilleton }
The breakthrough proof bringing mathematics closer to a grand unified theory
conatus - long calm patient difficulty
I'm eagerly anxiously curious how I read and overreact to *Shadow Ticket,* I of course want to love it (has anyone else noticed the timing the first week of October, what major lit prize is awarded the first week of October?) I of course can't trust me if I love it or hate it
Joshua Cohen interviews Vladimir Sorokin
From 50 years ago, live Richard and Linda Thompson
We are only two years tomorrow from the centennial of the poet below, I may have posted him here before






COMMOTION OF THE BIRDS

John Ashbery

We’re moving right along through the seventeenth century.
 
The latter part is fine, much more modern
 
than the earlier part.  Now we have Restoration Comedy.
Webster and Shakespeare and Corneille were fine 
for their time but not modern enough,
 
though an improvement over the sixteenth century
 
of Henry VIII, Lassus and Petrus Christus, who, paradoxically,
 
seem more modern than their immediate successors,
 
Tyndale, Moroni, and Luca Marenzio among them.
 
Often it’s a question of seeming rather than being modern.
 
Seeming is almost as good as being, sometimes,
 
and occasionally just as good.  Whether it can ever be better
 
is a question best left to philosophers
 
and others of their ilk, who know things 
in a way others cannot, even though the things 
are often almost the same as the things we know.
 
We know, for instance, how Carissimi influenced Charpentier,
 
measured propositions with a loop at the end of them
 
that brings things back to the beginning, only a little
 
higher up.  The loop is Italian,
 
imported to the court of France and first despised,
 
then accepted without any acknowledgment of where
 
it came from, as the French are wont to do. 
It may be that some recognize it 
in its new guise—that can be put off
 
till another century, when historians
 
will claim it all happened normally, as a result of history.
 
(The baroque has a way of tumbling out at us
 
when we thought it had been safely stowed away.
 
The classical ignores it, or doesn’t mind too much.
 
It has other things on its mind, of lesser import, 
It turns out.)  Still, we are right to grow with it, 
looking forward impatiently to modernism, when
 
everything will work out for the better, somehow.
 
Until then it’s better to indulge our tastes
 
in whatever feels right for them: this shoe, 
that strap, will come to seem useful one day 
when modernism’s thoughtful presence is installed 
all around, like the remnants of a construction project.
 
It’s good to be modern if you can stand it.
 
It’s like being left out in the rain, and coming
 
to understand that you were always this way: modern,
 
wet, abandoned, though with that special intuition
 
that makes you realize you weren’t meant to be
 
somebody else, for whom the makers
 
of modernism will stand inspection
 
even as they wither and fade in today’s glare.

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