what if a dawn of a doom of a dream bites this universe in two, peels forever out of his grave and sprinkles nowhere with me and you?
I won't apologize for my constant dooming though I concede it is relentless and accusatory at you and medicinal and poisonous to me, an essential component of my mithridatism; it is as necessary to me as it is a self-defeating lifesaving self-perpetuating motion loop. I would need to truly want it to stop before I could truly try to stop and I can't want it to stop when I think everything will ever and always get worse in the shitlordocene Obligatory and over-used gag: when my daughter is my age it will be 2059 (the year of my centenary), the Earth will still be here (I won't), will the world? Doomy too if not doomier than me, she trys to not wallow in it like me, I envy her attempts, they are as genuine as mine wouldn't be. I do understand my wallowing is a choice that I tell myself is a moral imperative. Call it boomer guilt, call it parental concern, call it self-indulgent attention sluttery, call it getting old and foreseeing my physical future (some oldsters here may remember long ago when I regularaly likened my lifespan to America's timeline to Slothrop's missiles - still true). Forgive me, the doom will continue until it won't and it won't ever won't, we're still in doom, see inklings of doomier, have no idea how doomiest it's gonna get, only know that it will. Hear, this makes me happy though it doesn't give me hope
Respectfully, eat shit. Those kids were expelled, arrested, and targeted relentlessly by their school administrations with the specific goal of preventing further protest. Eighteen year old kids were held down and maced by campus security, hit point blank with tear gas canisters by riot cops"
"The Orientalism is so strong with these smug chodes that they really believed Iran would just roll over and surrender. Assholes and idiots running the joint"
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