Showing posts with label Krasznahorkai. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Krasznahorkai. Show all posts

Friday, April 24, 2026

Phosphor Alert Badges Reinforce the Eye of Last-Touch Gladness

The gnat in the eye sensation and the intense aversion to bright sunlight that drove me crazy for two weeks after the eye operation, Jeff jinxes, seems gone. The peripheral vision already lost is gone but what's left of sight sharper, and my depth perception is much improved, especially in the woods and on the disc golf course. Has not improved my putting, though throwing the Alpaca with more spin and a tiny bit more hyzer helped yesterday (in brilliant bright sunlight without my left eye wincing) at Rockburn (Hoco Parks bush-hogged out the dense nettles that ate discs and flayed legs on 13, 14, and 15!), I still missed almost all but at least was dead center high or dead center low like normal. Speaking of normal have a song then the grid of despair before the links go stale then another song and then a J.H. Prynne poem, two rest in peaces for him in the grid





We are ruled by motherfucking sociopaths
The Pope, the Arch, and Samuel L. Jackson
In A Time Of Monsters, The Worst Heroes
Israel is raping Palestinians with dogs
Israel Moves Toward Executing Palestinian Children
We are ruled by mother fucking sociopathsThey Need a Recession
Dump thinks everybody is not only as shitty as him he thinks they are shittier
The High Cost of Living with the Ultra-Rich
Prego Has a Dinner-Conversation-Recording Device, Capisce?
We are ruled by mother fucking sociopathsGod DumpWe are ruled by mother fucking sociopaths
A brief history of techno-negativity
We are ruled by motherfucking sociopathsWe are ruled by motherfucking sociopathsWe are ruled by motherfucking sociopathsWe are ruled by motherfucking sociopaths
Today in I will be Catholic again before I'm ever a Democrat again
Reason 54,729 I will never be Catholic again >>>"I feel like there might be some minuscule irony in the leader of a religion that dogmatically asserts that a wafer literally turns into a god fretting over "our very relationship with truth" and worrying about people in "self-referential circuits" losing "exposure to reality""
Today in I will be Catholic again before I'm ever a Democrat again
Yahweh Sabaoth Would Like a Word
We are ruled by mother fucking sociopathsCowardice of qualificationTrump DOJ will avenge the KKK by taking out SPLCWe are ruled by mother fucking sociopaths
The Most Dangerous Extremist Movement in America Has No Ideology
Were the Robber Barons of the 19th century as corrupt as the technofascist billionaires of the 21st century?
We are ruled by mother fucking sociopathsI am slowly becoming more convinced that shitlords are using Epstein as the distraction from the climate collapse that is imminent as in tomorrow not imminent as in decades from now
Maggie"Very on the nose that the institute hiring a grad intern to "integrate AI tools into our research processes," i.e. make future grad labor unnecessary, is funded by at least two separate billionaires, Chase bank, & a student loan collection agency. Its name? The GU Center on Education & the Workforce"
This is my double alma mater and workplace the last 37 years. We have a new head librarian, in my one and only interaction with her, in a bullshit meeting on *optimal teamwork,* when she was pushing AI and it was my turn to talk (I couldn't opt out) I said, so you want me to learn AI so you can eliminate my job? and in the three months since she has not talked to me once and will not make eye contact
Onwards to the Final War for the Annihilation of Western and Eastern Civilizations!
The Glossary of EmpireWe are ruled by mother fucking sociopaths
How Lonely Walks in Nature Can Make You Feel Less Alone{ feuilleton }
Plants Can Hear the Sound of Falling Rain
Nothing Lasts Forever: The Work of László Krasznahorkai
A Portrait of the Artist as an Artist Portraying the Artist
Rest in Peace, J.H. PrynneGospel Furbelow Dastard
Bottling solutions in search of problems
This Bob’s For You: A Guide to Guided By Voices
The Best Prog Albums of Winter 2026







[AVIAN PROTECTION LIKE A COURT PLANK AS]

J.H. Prynne

Avian protection like a court plank as
much as I do, the top-out fortunate
conversation kit to praise what follows


that rainforest, a rapid flick together
on the glass excused. Phosphor alert badges
reinforce the eye of last-touch gladness


with the time rate to please fifty more,
non-negative liquid poly he does well
at the promise line, perched snug inside

Monday, June 14, 2021

What Am I Doing Inside This Old Man's Body

New Lambchop, better than OK, old, not love, fuck me, fifth time worked, it's love, I correct my final judgement ass mid-sentence, fuck me


 

New Lindsey Buckingham, OK I guess, old, not love

 



This was a new trend since before the plague, picked up momentum since then. I wrote this on June 14th of last year:

Today may or not be David Thomas' birthday and he may or not be 67 today (68th this year), but June 14th I saw somewhere once is his birthday so here, BLCKDGRD Theme Song Two, and if I like the current iteration of Pere Ubu less than previous iterations and listen to previous iterations less than I once did Pere Ubu/Thomas projects still one of two permanent members of My Sillyass Deserted Island Five Game


Not just music (the new Six Organs of Admittance, the new album, meh): poetry, novels - the new Ishiguro, meh plus, he new Krasznahorkei, meh, everything, everywhere

 


Whatpercentageof myrewiringlasttwoyears
reallifeversusmy lifeasagency-lesspawn?
Who is afraid of the forest and why?
How America destroyed the Middle East
Canada sucks tooDemon wants to be your friend
Reminder: motherfucking Democrats
An eye for an IChecking your privilege
Maggie's weekly linksTyranny of time
Pro formaTruth, reading, decadence
{ feuilleton }'s weekly linksDavid Ferry
Newly discovered early Ashbery prose poems





SOUL

David Ferry

What am I doing inside this old man’s body?
I feel like I’m the insides of a lobster,
All thought, and all digestion, and pornographic
Inquiry, and getting about, and bewilderment,
And fear, avoidance of trouble, belief in what,
God knows, vague memories of friends, and what
They said last night, and seeing, outside of myself,
From here inside myself, my waving claws
Inconsequential, wavering, and my feelers
Preternatural, trembling, with their amazing
Troubling sensitivity to threat;
And I’m aware of and embarrassed by my ways
Of getting around, and my protective shell.
Where is it that she I loved has gone to, as
This cold sea water’s washing over my back?

Friday, October 11, 2019

Quasi-Canonically Bent w/ Grunt Syllable


           



  • The original plan: mountain pose my face and photo and paste in the frame of the previous post, but no
  • So bleggalgaze (and >>deleted bleggalgaze<<
  • Profit is just another word for destruction 
  • Capitalism
  • The biggest tech lie
  • They are all assholes, our overlords' grifters
  • I confess, I'd love to have heard what Barr threatened Murdoch with
  • The irreconcilable temptations of Anne Carson (who did not win the Bogus Prize though she was odds-on-favorite)
  • Handke did. I've tried, but no
  • Krasznahorkai says Baron Wenckheim's Homecoming (wow so far) the fourth of a tetralogy (Satantango, Melancholy of Resistance, War and War), I'll reread the first three before I reread Baron Wenckheim's Homecoming (though the first act of BW'sH, the professor in the hut, eerily reminiscent of the first act of the cottage in Satantango, the train in Melancholy of Resistance, the bridge in War and War)
  • Woke up with Dog Faced Hermans in my head




     
   
A TWILIGHT OF MINOR POETS

Anne Boyer

1.

I once thought we were beautiful because we were beasts
I once found some pigs, so rumpy and pink!

Inconsequential! Sublimely compelled!
Dork pigs, quasi-canonically bent w/ grunt syllable.

2.

I once thought we were beautiful because we meant nothing

3.

I once thought we were beautiful because we were slant
or standing on our heels, staring out windows,
thinking some thing or other about light.

Or thinking on "some" - we were hesitant, humming,
stretched out - preludic - then

Return we to Don Juan. He begun/To hear new words, and to repeat them

4.

I once thought we were beautiful because of "maraud" "naught' "fuck" "fire" "morning" "fake"
"dismember" "decalogue" "cow"
"Ars" "Stars" "Hound" "How"

5.

I once thought we were beautiful because we couldn't make songs.
"Oh air, pride, plume, here - buckle!"

Wednesday, October 26, 2016

There I Was: a Stinking Adult




Fleabus likes the replacement laser light I bought for Olive after the battery died in the last one. They burn out fast, Olive always screaming. Fleabus had zero interest in all the previous, loves the new. Olive spazzes as if the legendary pink dots are the same (or different, all spazzworthy), and the legendary pink dots look the same to me too. Fleabus, like me, is going blind, once she sees the legendary pink dot she can see it until it disappears then has trouble finding the legendary pink dot again.














THE HISTORY OF MY LIFE

John Ashbery

Once upon a time there were two brothers.
Then there was only one: myself.

I grew up fast, before learning to drive,
even. There I was: a stinking adult.

I thought of developing interests
someone might take an interest in. No soap.

I became very weepy for what had seemed
like the pleasant early years. As I aged

increasingly, I also grew more charitable
with regard to my thoughts and ideas,

thinking them at least as good as the next man's.
Then a great devouring cloud

came and loitered on the horizon, drinking
it up, for what seemed like months or years.



Friday, May 15, 2015

Sixty-Seven Today




So - a small run of High Egoslavian Holy Days is here, I pretend I am morally obliged to honor them since all past years I felt morally obliged to observe them here. Plus my mood has brightened, something about seeing Planet, plus I found Borzutzsky's latest book of poems in the Kenyon bookstore, I can let him do the dark. Plus I can't make myself shut the fuck up no matter how much I (don't) try. For some reason - probably I had just read Krasznahorkai - I wrote last year's Eno birthday post - he's sixty-seven today - and used some translation bot to convert it into Hungarian. The dog and cabbage again seemed apt.






Brian Eno volt ma született 66 évvel ezelőtt. Azt hiszem ez tetszett Eno ambient zenét nagy négy dolgot. A BLCKDGRD, bizonyos vagyok benne, hogy mothefucking POTUS 16 vagy több köze van bleggal szorongást, bármi. Nem tudom, mit kell tennie, hogy elkerülje a zaj nem okoz nagyobb zaj.

Nem, nem beszélni magyar. Bárcsak én is. Anyukája megtiltotta a lányok beszélni magyar. Igen, ez is csak egy másik BLCKDGRD sillyass.

UPDATE! Nem kapcsolódik Eno születésnapja, de válaszul az általános kétségbeesés kombinálva bleggal hiábavalóságát plusz három órát, hogy a munka a tervezett napot:








DREAM SONG #16 

Daniel Borzutzky

     Hay golpes en la vida, tan fuertes    ...    Yo no sé!
                            — César Vallejo

They sniffed us out of the holes with the animals
they had programmed and there are blows in life so
powerful we just don’t know and there were trenches
and there was water and it poured in through our mouths

and out of our ears and there were things we saw in the
sand at that moment of sinking: mountains and daisies
and tulips and rivers and the bodies of the people we
had been and the bodies of the people we had loved

and we felt hooks coming through the trenches and we
felt hooks coming through the sand and I saw hooks coming
through my child’s clothes and I wanted him to know that they
would never be able to scoop us out of the sand but of course

it wasn’t true they had scooped us out of the sand and our
mouths were so full of dirt it is what they do when you’re
dead and they made us spit and they beat us until our mouths
were empty and they paid us for constructing the mountain and

it was me and L and we looked for S and we looked for J and J
and we looked for O and we looked for R and we looked for J
and S in the holes in which the bodies of those we loved were
hiding or dying or sinking or stealing some shelter some little

worm’s worth of cover to keep their bodies from dissolving
into the maniac murmurs of this impossible carcass economy



Saturday, March 14, 2015

It's Dreadful Anti-Position Comes Blacking in My Mind, or: March 2015




The entire end-of-October night was beating with a single pulse, its own strange rhythm sounding through the trees and rain and mud in a manner beyond words or vision: a vision present in the low light, in the slow passage of darkness, in the blurred shadows, in the working of tired muscles; in the silence, in its human subjects, in the undulating surface of the metaled road; in the hair moving to a different beat than do the dissolving fibers of the body; growth and decay on their divergent paths; all those thousands of echoing rhythms, this confusing clatter of night noises, all parts of an apparently common stream, that is the attempt to forget despair; though behind things other things appear as if by mischief, and once beyond the power of the eye they no longer hang together. So with the door left open as if forever, with the lock that will never open. There is a chasm, a crevice.

Krasznahorkai, Satantango.

Monday, January 5, 2015

Claustrophobic Rainbow Spectrums which Empty Themselves and Return to Themselves Like Having an Image Go Out and Return to Itself so that Its Power Transmutes by the Very Energy of Its Looping




However apparently insignificant the event, whether it be the ring of tobacco ash surrounding the table, the direction from which the wild geese first appeared, or a series of seemingly meaningless human movements, he couldn’t afford to take his eyes off it and must note it all down, since only by doing so could he hope not to vanish one day and fall a silent captive to the infernal arrangement whereby the world decomposes but is at the same time constantly in the process of self-construction.
László Krasznahorkai, Satantango


László Krasznahorkai is sixty-one today and today is the newest Egoslavian Holy Day. I haven't written about my reading slump in weeks if not months because I'm not in one, and Krasznahorkai is one important reason. In the past eighteen months I've read Melancholy of Resistance and War and War - I recommend the latter before the former though I recommend both - and I just finished Satantango. If I like you and you say please I'll mail you one of the above, your choice. I don't do reviews and long-form here because I didn't like writing reviews and long-form when I was required to, the fuck if I'm going to do it here: in sparing me I am sparing you. Please check out the links I provided for reviews and long-forms and an interview. I will say I recognize in Krasznahorkai's infinitely ominous and claustrophobic world the world I am only now beginning to realize I live in.
















ON ANTI-BIOGRAPHY

Will Alexander

For me, biography is a lantern, burning in the midst of parenthetical opaqueness. In a sense, it is a ruse, a phantasmic meandering, brighter or dimmer, according to the ecletic happenstance of terror.

Me, I’ve been sired in anomaly, in an imagery of brewing grenadine riddles, a parallel poesis spawned from curious seismographic molten. I say curious, because the original stalking arc has disappeared into the wilderness of an a priori blizzard, which gives birth to a level, like a portal of fire conjoined with the lightning field of mystery. I call it the poetic guardian dove, the hieratic alien wing.

It is the non-local field, the non-particle acid, flowing into my cognitive iodine rays, into the vicious fires of my tarantella marshes. So I dance with vibration, with the solar arc spinning backward around the miraculous force of a double green horizon. Simultaneously, I escape the territorial, while remaining within the burning loops of my own momentary seizures, guarded by ferns, legs plowing land, the face and the mind guided by stars.

So, I am a martyr of drills, of spates of specific lingual flooding, casting at times, a mist or a mirage, like a caravan of yaks, transporting tungsten and water. Conversely, to give a graph of dates, to single out a bevy of personal social lesions, would invert me, would turn me around a diurnal bundle of glass, staggered, with a less than fiery temperature, partially nulling my sensitivity to falling phonemic peppers, to the inclination towards victory which burns in the dawn above heaven. For me, this is the green locale, the pleroma of eternal solar essence, glinting, full of fabulous maelstrom diamonds, an empowered hegira of drift, of claustrophobic rainbow spectrums which empty themselves, and return to themselves, like having an image go out and return to itself, so that its power transmutes by the very energy of its looping; and I think of myself, the poet sending signals into mystery, and having them return to me with oneiric wings and spirals, so much so, that I forget my prosaic locale with its stultifying anchors, with its familial dotage and image reports, with its dates inscribed in trapezoidal feces. I am only concerned with simultaneity and height, with rays of monomial kindling, guiding the neo-cortex through ravens, into the ecstasy of x-rays and blackness.