Friday, July 24, 2015

You've Broke Your Own Sto





Rest in Peace, Don Joyce. Negativland gets plenty of play here.

Two very good interviews appeared yesterday, David Thomas (whose music occupies one of two permanent seats in My Sillyass Deserted Island Five Game) and William Vollmann (whose novels would be in the innermost circle of rotating authors if I played My Sillyass Deserted Island Five Game with novelists which, thank Baal, I don't, mostly). Please remember, as in Thomas' music and Vollmann's novels, while what both are saying in the interviews is true on one level, on other levels each is dicking with you.

VOLLMANN
Whom would you want to write your life story?
Sappho.

THOMAS:
And here you are after 40 years, a truly influential, seminal band.
Everything I’ve done has been a failure. 
Is that why your new box set is called Elitism for the People 1975-1978 (3)? Would you have liked Ubu to have been massively successful? 
Of course! Are you insane? We don’t sit around thinking: “How can we do stuff that nobody’s going to like?” We’re a pop band. We’re just not a very good pop band! That’s the fundamental problem. We’re too self destructive. We get really close at times and then we flip off, because we can’t be bothered to go with the whole thing. If I was massively successful, you have no concept of how dangerous I could be.















I SUPPOSE THIS IS ALL A LEFTHAND PATH

Alice Notley

Detective Hardwood looks like Batman this morning
pouty cupidy mouth
and a lot of black sculptural clanking
the statuary in my mortuary,
the Masonic Hall having burned again in dreams
but everyone still keeps skipping towards it
it's a hollow a round shell
my life as the shape of the ways I've been fucked
by prevailing thought & practice
all the conscious and unconscious sexisms
selfishnesses affluences assumptions suppressions in drift


GET   RID   OF   ALL   CONTROLS—is what the Soul keeps screaming.
____________________


I look up someone grins
you're a bloody feral wolf-face I like you.
____________________


I sleep-walked in a dream to a man's apartment—
a man I'm doing business with—
I forgot, but how could I? how I'd gotten there,
and when I die will I remember all such forgotten things 


GET   RID   OF   THE   CONTROLS
                                                                          I want to
remember now.


I apologized to the man for not adhering to office hours
it was four a.m. Office hours are better he said.


Don't arrive anywhere in your sleep
don't mix up night and day
soul and detective. No.
____________________


There must be so much to reclaim
because I'm so limited
____________________


this.
They broke your day
they fought it you
forgot how advantageous
to be fit with god and not see eye
you forgot gold sun brilliant
in this story
go in conscious.
____________________


That queen that Assyrian woman
was so cruel and that never
occurred to her ... but


those eyes saw raw smells and gods everywhere dusty


this dust I was truly assembled from
at least as you, we are communally
such.


If you say you'll hurt me, do you
really mean me


I  can't be, can I, hurt?
____________________


“Hut Sut Tut Mut there's gonna be a wedding”
I dream that's a song. Wake up with, in my head,
“They say don't go
on Wolverton Moun-tain” (“Her tender lips/are sweeter than hone-y”
____________________


Later.
I have a drop of blood on a front tooth
I kind of don't mind—
This the list of what we've done:


         It was different structure we killed it
         put beasts in the refrigerator
         and that was almost as bad as my own enslavement.
         Then I saw Christ's blood pumped into a rejuvenating mummy.
         This great sickness we're part of apple clot
         and can you really chew it detective
         Oh sure I can, I'm Robert Mitch-ham.
____________________


you've broke your own sto


I'm sort of hysterical


the E is it for hope, cutting


the E might be for Hope


Nope


and bloody, the bloodiest is Hope.


Where are the E's of exactness?


E is my middle name



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