The Grey Hat Bought Earlier Sickens

• The deer story that goes w ▲ now below the fold at bottom. I need get it out of my head.
• Flock / Bent Neck.
• Geontological power. Theory of power in 2016. Worth reading just to find out if my lazy-ass started.
• Hoax v Ideology. Comments too, yo.
• Narrative Power, part 2.
• fish thread.
• Purity of Essence.
• Gaddis' JR & predicting Trump.
• Dan's book reviews 2016.
• Ed's sorta book reviews 2016.
• Books Brad blurbed in 2016.
• eternal return.
• The world is a book.
• Mary Ruefle interview: I don’t have any ideas when I write a poem, and the poems don’t really have an intent—should I say such a thing?
• Gnomic Verses.
• Tom Verlaine is 67 today.

THE END

Robert Creeley

When I know what people think of me

I am plunged into my loneliness.  The grey

hat bought earlier sickens.

I have no purpose no longer distinguishable.
    

A feeling like being choked

enters my throat.

• My oranges two nights ago after story below.
• I don't write about Jess don't post photos of Jess.
• I don't dislike Jess I don't like Jess. 
• I've never been mean to Jess I've never been Kind to Jess.
• New cats are draws be Kind to who you draw, asshole.
• The deer, Sunday, 
• Beltway towards Legion
• Cabin John Parkway 
• swoop under Beltway
• then curve downhill 
• CARS BLINKERING! 
• left spill lane
• deer dead right spill lane
• wait Not dead
• head rolls up from road 
• slow-motion 
• blood from nose
• slow-motion 
• opens its mouth
• slow-motion
• blood from mouth
• slow motion
• bellows in pain
• (I assume
• slow motion 
• my windows up)
• slow motion
• body spasming
• slow-motion.
• The blinkering tapped their phones.
• I didn't stop
• to help the deer to death
• when it asked me
• fuck me.
• Olive now bullies Jess, it's getting worse.
• Jess' tail hair fell off from age 5 to 13 and grew back again.
• Be Kind, motherfuckers, unlike me.