Saturday, December 1, 2018

Edge of the River Where a Cloud of Pigeons Rose Over Roosevelt Island

  • Not much time to wander yesterday, up 1st to 80th, south on 2nd, then took the tram to Roosevelt Island then back again, dinner, Thai, decent not great, hotel, sleep.
  • Our room in the Teekman Bowers does not have a chair, Earthgirl inadvertently booked one of the ADA rooms in the hotel, gigantic wheelchair accessible bathroom though, I type in the conference room of the hotel this morning.
  • Today walk Earthgirl to her workshop on 57th then go to MOMA then Central Park, discs in backpack, tentative plan, I may get to her workshop on 57th then do something else, I'll decide when decision needs made, meet Earthgirl on 57th after workshop, walk south to Greenwich Village to dinner.
  • Roosevelt Island, new luxury apartments, rentals, condos, I can understand wanting to live there, I can understand not.
  • Selfie, Roosevelt Island Tram west platform, 59th and 2nd, last night:









BASEBALL DAYS

Peter Balakian

All summer the patio drifted in and out of light the color of margarine;
days were blue, not always sky blue.
At night the word Algeria circulated among the grown-ups.
 
A patient of my father had whooping cough, the words drifted into
summer blue. The evenings spun into stadium lights.
Kennedy’s hair blew across the screen. Castro was just a sofa.
 
I saw James Meredith’s face through a spread of leaves
on the evening news. The fridge sweat with orangeade,
the trees whooped some nights in rain—
 
a kid down the street kept coughing into his mitt.
Static sounds from Comiskey and Fenway came
though the vinyl, the plastic, the pillow—
 
So when it left Stallard’s hand, when Roger Maris’s arms whipped
the bat and the bullet-arc carried into the chasm the disaffections
at 344 ft. near the bullpen fence
 
under the green girder holding up the voices rising into the façade and over the
     river
where a Baptist choir on Lenox Ave. was sending up a variation of Sweet Chariot
into the traffic on the FDR that was jammed at the Triboro
 
where a derrick was broken and the cables of its arms picked up the star-blast of
     voices coming over the Stadium façade spilling down the black next-game
     sign into the vector
of a tilted Coke bottle on a billboard
 
at the edge of the river where a cloud of pigeons rose over Roosevelt Island.
It was evening by the time the cars unjammed and the green of the outfield unfroze
and the white arc had faded into skyline before fall came
 
full of boys throwing themselves onto the turf with inexplicable desire
for the thing promised. The going. Then gone.

Friday, November 30, 2018

2018 November 30

  • If you read this today between 10AM and 3PM EST Earthgirl and me on a bus to Manhattan.
  • Thank you to Jim in comments and Bavid by text and M by email for suggestions where to walk this weekend, all suggestions welcome.
  • We're staying in Teekman Bowers @ 1st and 49th, I can go north and south and east on the island, walk across bridges into Queens or Brooklyn.
  • Saturday night after Earthgirl gets out of her workshop we meet her cousin near Washington Square at a restaurant called Quantum Leap Vegetarian, the only confirmed plan of the weekend other than getting on bus in Bethesda this morning, getting off bus in Bethesda Monday night.
  • 40 or so Saturday w light rain Saturday evening ending early Sunday morning temps near 40 dry Sunday, Monday dry and 50, zoom.
  • To have hours to myself and then hours with Earthgirl in NYC with no set plans but one (for me, three for her), zoom.
  • My emails to me reminders list:
  • Sunglasses
  • Hiking boots
  • Meds
  • Power bank
  • Hooded sweatshirt
  • Hiking pants short and long
  • Tooth stuff / deodorant 
  • Razor and cord (or fully charge)
  • (When Bavid and his son visited me at Hilltop a week ago today he'd never seen me without a face mullet, I've been face mulletless for at least fifteen years? more I think...)
  • 2nd pair long pants
  • Hike baseball hat
  • Fannie pack
  • Water bottle
  • Orange north face black if can’t find
  • (I harp on this in my head, a side effect of the eye scare: 
  • I never saw red and orange until the scare
  • (at the cost of green (which makes sense, green/red), dammit.))
  • New hat 
  • Socks
  • Hiking long sleeve blue wick shirt
  • Rain shell
  • Tablet, pens
  • SeatSix says there's disc golf in Central Park, pack Aviar, Roc, Leopard, Sidewinder
  • Chronological order, thought last, what if I want to write something down.
  • I'd bet inchoate travelogue with unfocused photos here, though inchoate be multitudinous if weekend is half as fun as I hope.
  • I need remind myself to bring paper and writing utensil, the fuck me.
  • Fleabus knows when I'm packing:

Wednesday, November 28, 2018

[I'm a looter not a colluder hot hot hot]

  • Pjoepf of Vriecyh
  •  
  • I'm a looter not a colluder hot hot hot
  • in Trump omfging warrooms
  • and true, Trump's best defense: I'm
  • here to steal the copper pipes
  •  
  • Everyone's fence
  • product's
  • provenance fuck
  • knows
  • vig
  • be vig,
  • downtown Carney, fuck is the problem





  • Poem above started after hearing Dershowitz sound bite on top of the hour news on the radio past Sunday in the car driving home from hike with Earthgirl 
  • (all I got to do, hike w Earthgirl), 
  • Dershowitz trial-ballooning the Sure He's a Shit But Being a Shit Ain't Criminal Yet defense.
  • The Insect Apocalypse Is Here
  • Life in the It's Too Late, Fuck It, Let's Rocketsled to Suicide Ocene
  • whether you want it or not, the Gerbal Masters have decried it so
  • Anarchy, security, hierarchy.
  • Left Problems, nationalism, crisis.
  • Grifters.
  • Is literary glory worth chasing
  • Enard interview.
  • As the dead prey upon us.
  • Hey, Earthgirl and I will be in Manhattan this coming Friday through midday Monday staying East Midtown, 1st and 49th.
  • Saturday and Sunday during day Earthgirl in a workshop with Wendy Artin, so I'm walking.
  • Suggestions where to walk for walk's sake and what to walk to for what's sake solicited, I'm good for fifteen miles a day, I'll have nine hours Saturday and nine hours Sunday.
  • First song in my head when I wrote first draft poem above, second below.






THE POET CONTEMPLATES THE NATURE OF REALITY

Jill Bialosky

On the side of the road a deer, frozen, frigid.
Go back to your life, the voice said.
What is my life? she wondered. For months she lost
herself in work—Freud said work is as important
as love to the soul—and at night she sat with a boy,
forcing him to practice his violin, helping him recite his notes.
Then the ice thawed and the deer came to life.
She saw her jump over the fence, she saw her in the twilight,
how free she looked. She saw her eyes shiny as marbles,
as much a part of this world as the fence a worker
pounds into the earth. At night she still sat with the boy.
He’s learning “Au Claire de la Lune.”
Do you know it? He has established a relationship
with his violin. He knows that it takes practice to master it:
the accuracy of each note, to wrestle his feelings to the listener.
But he’s impatient. Sometimes what he hears and feels
are not always the same. Again, the poet says.
She knows if he tries to silence his fervor, he might not ever know
who he is. The poet contemplates whether a deer can dream.
Rich blood-red berries on a branch, pachysandra in the garden.
A soft warm bed in the leaves.

Monday, November 26, 2018

I Would (If a Creek) Tadpole All the Names I Cunning for You






LARKS

Ann Boyer

Fourteen stanzas through the brush please mention
I dig this slumping anti-sentence: punctuation
a meter: yards up. Tight and unapologetic promoters
of the agenda - my ratty-down people - tell me
again how you grooved across my brother's face.
My concern is that you may flee rumbling en masse,
burning ship songs, the landing party on fire, stumbling drunk,
tongues flapping like surrender, hair in Albion curls.

Brave little sots, dandy in your bones (they fold like architecture),
do not hope for a minute I would not turret, moat, and knight for you.
I would Harvester and John Deere and Pioneer for you.
I would (if a creek) tadpole all the names I cunning
for you: preordain, prehensile, prepay, prescient, predate.
I cunning for you: mistake, misery, misalign. My people
(larks) I would catfish. I would bass boat. I would cast a fly.