Monday, February 9, 2026

Kings & Criminals Who Are Extinct, Who Disdain This World, & Who Rot, Corrupt & Shallow, as Fields I Disced

Got my first middle-finger for wearing my red anti-nazi hat that L knit me, dude in a big-ass Dodge Ram with those yellow Virginia don't-tread-on-me license plates flipped me off on 270 between Wootten and Montrose southbound through lanes, pulled in front of me, hit his breaks, when I moved over a lane to the slower and, at the 55 mph speed limit, passed him, he slowed up in the faster lane to move behind me in the slower lane, flashed his lights, then sped past me flipping me another bird (I did get one thumbs-up and one I-need-to-get-one comment in MOMs, the local organic grocery store). I have a PDF of the knitting instructions, let me know if you want one



Of course I'm enjoying the magamerican meltdown over the Woke Assault on Helmetball that was yesterday's halftime show by Bad Bunny (which I did not see, nor the game, though I know that if the New England Patriots were playing they were wearing the fugliest uniforms of any sporting team anywhere at any time in sport history, and it's not close). Helmetball is magachoads', not yours (and they can have it), and this halftime all in Spanish but the sign in English that said LOVE > HATE is, to them, an attack as tauntingly insulting as blaspheming White Jesus Cracker by pointing out WJC was brown and spoke Aramaic. Coupled with American athletes at the Winter Olympics making traitorous statements against King Dump, Michigan this Friday through Tuesday visiting our daughter and son-in-law, wearing this red hat while driving a car with Maryland plates, I will count the one-fingered salutes. There's one party store on Seymour Road near Portage Lake I'll avoid, but I'm wearing the hat. Revolution, mofos. Every post but two a year tagged my complicity

Yes, one size smaller font, test-driving cause why, I'm not THIS blind yet (UPDATE! apparently I am this blind from more than three feet in anything less than screaming bright light! screaming big font will return) Rest of monologue is the grid. Yes, the Larry Levis and Cindy Lee tags are new, first new ones in years. Have I ever mentioned that *Flesh and Blood* is one of my favorite songs?





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Helmetball is the single greatest metaphor for the United States of Assholes, period
Since I slag on the NFL constantly I need to say that their Bad Bunny choice was solely a business decision and had zero intent as a Fuck You, Dump, but credit, if that's the correct word, the shitlords that run the NFL for signaling, if only for their own bottom line, there are dwindling profits in Dump
Facing a pandemic of slop{ feuilleton }
Have I ever mentioned that *Flesh and Blood* is one of my favorite songs?






THE POET AT SEVENTEEN

Larry Levis

My youth? I hear it mostly in the long, volleying   
Echoes of billiards in the pool halls where   
I spent it all, extravagantly, believing
My delicate touch on a cue would last for years.

Outside the vineyards vanished under rain,
And the trees held still or seemed to hold their breath   
When the men I worked with, pruning orchards, sang   
Their lost songs: Amapola; La Paloma;

Jalisco, No Te Rajes—the corny tunes
Their sons would just as soon forget, at recess,
Where they lounged apart in small groups of their own.   
Still, even when they laughed, they laughed in Spanish.

I hated high school then, & on weekends drove
A tractor through the widowed fields. It was so boring   
I memorized poems above the engine’s monotone.   
Sometimes whole days slipped past without my noticing,

And birds of all kinds flew in front of me then.
I learned to tell them apart by their empty squabblings,   
The slightest change in plumage, or the inflection   
Of a call. And why not admit it? I was happy

Then. I believed in no one. I had the kind   
Of solitude the world usually allows   
Only to kings & criminals who are extinct,
Who disdain this world, & who rot, corrupt & shallow

As fields I disced: I turned up the same gray
Earth for years. Still, the land made a glum raisin   
Each autumn, & made that little hell of days—
The vines must have seemed like cages to the Mexicans

Who were paid seven cents a tray for the grapes
They picked. Inside the vines it was hot, & spiders   
Strummed their emptiness. Black Widow, Daddy Longlegs.   
The vine canes whipped our faces. None of us cared.

And the girls I tried to talk to after class
Sailed by, then each night lay enthroned in my bed,   
With nothing on but the jewels of their embarrassment.   
Eyes, lips, dreams. No one. The sky & the road.

A life like that? It seemed to go on forever—
Reading poems in school, then driving a stuttering tractor   
Warm afternoons, then billiards on blue October   
Nights. The thick stars. But mostly now I remember

The trees, wearing their mysterious yellow sullenness   
Like party dresses. And parties I didn’t attend.   
And then the first ice hung like spider lattices   
Or the embroideries of Great Aunt No One,

And then the first dark entering the trees—
And inside, the adults with their cocktails before dinner,   
The way they always seemed afraid of something,   
And sat so rigidly, although the land was theirs.

4 comments:

  1. I noticed it was two different songs that just had the same name

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  2. gemini seussifies larry's recall of his adolescence as the son of a grape farmer in california's san joaquin valley in the early 1960s

    The Hustler’s Hum
    My youth? It’s a sound! It’s a clack and a clink!
    In the hall where the boys go to dally and drink.
    I spent every hour, quite grandly, I say,
    With a cue in my hand and a game I could play.
    I believed in my touch! It was delicate—true!
    I’d be King of the Billiards my whole life right through!

    The Singing Rows
    But outside, the vineyards would vanish in rain,
    While the trees held their breath in a moment of pain.
    The men in the orchards would prune and would shear,
    And sing all the songs that their sons wouldn't hear.
    Amapola! Jalisco! They’d laugh and they’d joke,
    In a Spanish-spun world that was thick as the smoke.

    The Boring-Mobile
    I hated high school! It was Dull! It was Drab!
    So I climbed on a tractor, a big metal slab.
    The engine went THUDDER-G-THUDDER-G-THOOM,
    Through the widowed old fields in their wide-open gloom.
    To keep from go-bonkers, I’d memorize rhymes,
    To the beat of the engine, a thousand-plus times.

    The King of the Dirt
    I watched all the birds! I knew every feather!
    I knew why they squabbled and sat there together.
    I was lonely and happy, a King on a throne—
    The kind that a criminal claims for his own!
    I disced up the earth. It was gray. It was old.
    I turned it and churned it as seasons unrolled.
    From the dust came a raisin, all shriveled and glum,
    From a "Little-Hell-Summer" where workers would come.

    The Master of the Cage
    Then the vines grew like cages! The sun was a heat!
    But we didn't back down and we didn't retreat.
    For seven small cents, we would fill up a tray,
    Hauling the purple-gold harvest away.
    The Black Widow strummed on her web in the shade,
    While the Daddy Longlegs watched the progress we made.
    The canes whipped our faces! They stung and they snapped!
    But we worked like the masters while others stayed trapped.

    The Soft and the Stiff
    The girls sailed on by, like a ship in a dream,
    With jewels of embarrassment, soft as a gleam.
    Life was a loop! It was poems and stars,
    It was blue-colored nights and the clicking of bars.
    Then the trees put on dresses of yellow and gold,
    While the ice hung like lace that was brittle and cold.

    And inside the houses? The grown-ups would sit,
    With a cocktail in hand and a worrisome bit.
    They owned all the land! They had silver and gold!
    But they sat there so rigid... and looked rather old.
    They were frightened of something—of shadows, or tea?
    While the dark entered softly... and entered a tree.

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    the nonmeatbased information processing conversational system speaks analytically about its versification:

    The Evolution of Tone

    The Seussian "anapestic tetrameter" (da-da-DUM, da-da-DUM) works perfectly for the monotony of the tractor and the rhythm of the pool hall, but I slowed it down for the final stanza to mirror Levis’s shift toward the "mysterious yellow sullenness" of the adults.

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  3. a poet's teenhood, chopped and diced https://gemini.google.com/share/5ccf37294cc9

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  4. i thought this was really good:

    The Epstein Scandal Should Be Called "The Billionaire Scandal"

    Everyone thinks Jeffrey Epstein was an aberration. The science says he was inevitable.
    This video breaks down the neuroscience, psychology, and economics that explain how extreme wealth concentration doesn't just create inequality. but manufactures monsters.

    00:00 - Introduction: The Elephant in the Room
    02:04 - Part One: Power Rewires the Brain
    03:30 - Part Two: The Empathy Gap and Isolation
    05:19 - Part Three: Moral Licensing
    08:13 - Part Four: Structural Impunity
    10:50 - Part Five: Manufacturing Vulnerability
    12.54 - Part Six: The Epstein Economy
    15:53 - Stand-up Comedy Relief

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b1vFgUi4frU

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