Showing posts with label GbV. Show all posts
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Wednesday, March 25, 2026

The Censor Uses the Black Crayon to Eradicate Sex

I was reading in the staff lounge yesterday post-lunch afternoon, one not-my-department colleague present, quiet, over there on his phone, when his same-department colleague, the loudest yappiest complainingest person in the building (yinz have all known, know, and will know a new one or dozen more in what remaining time we have left) commenced kvetching. Today's waah: the AI-created, AI-driven, supposedly mandatory AI training sessions that I've refused to do (with my boss' full awareness) and have garnered no grief


To be fair, both colleagues have elementary school-age children, and the focus of their yapping centered entirely, as it should, on their kids, so their bitching necessarily for their sanity's sake assumed the shitlord sociopaths using AI to help collapse world order so they can immiserate us for profit before eradicating us as rodents are not using AI to immiserate us for profit before eradicating us as rodents. Not enough people are freaking the fuck out, a key function of our shitlord sociopaths' constant relentless reprogramming of our heads. Believe it or not, I kept my mouth shut. Believe it or not, there's new Guided By Voices



Adrian mentioned his son's eighth birthday past Sunday, when his son is my age it will be 2084, the Earth will be here, what world? August 28, 2084 I will be 125. Nick Lowe turned 77 yesterday




Top notch delivery of the essential and necessary DUH
Why we're really in Iran part one, part two
Palantir Is Nazi CancerAI War Gods
We are ruled by motherfucking sociopaths
How democratic consent became technocratic control
Follow him, if you dare, down a vortex of insanity
Iran built a vast camera network to control dissent. Israel turned it into a targeting tool
Mapping the Invisible Chains of U.S. DominationWhat the masks are for
"What if Trump’s apparently chaotic thought processes and intuitive decision making are all a blind, a charade?"
Stockyard of UnaffordabilityHoly War Delusion
Iran War Just Triggered a Bigger Energy Shock Than the 70s Oil Crisis. What It Means for Your Portfolio
The Greatest Depression Is Coming And I Feel Fine
"Spiraling and spiraling into a regional war"
Bottling the world economyTriskelionocracy
The Catastrophe That Has Befallen All of Us
Pathology Broadcasting System
My two colleagues also talked about our current nightmare ending and a restoration of democratic normalcy and I did not say the shitlords and their demonic proxies (see link below, eg) have not amassed this power to give it back, they will destroy the world before relinquishing power
How Trump’s army of the religious right is preparing for the apocalypse
Where Do Conservative Supreme Court Justices Get Their Information?
"the republican justices are as pickled in MAGA slop as any pardoned jan 6er"Fascism, Trump, and Trumpism
I. HATE. MOTHERFUCKING. DEMOCRATS.
"At this point the Democratic gerontocracy can only be viewed for what it is: the modern day Spoils System. Any bullshit about radical change or providing the best effort for maximal effect falls in place of people who simply want to keep a job until they die at their desk"
I. HATE. MOTHERFUCKING. DEMOCRATS.
Bitch: a historyMagic Eight Ball says NO!
Closing Meridian Hill ParkMaggie
The 51st is worth checking dailyOf course it was a false flag
His Terrible Thirty Year Love Affair with Cigarettes
The Oddly Compelling Pleasures of Obsessive Artwork
{ feuilleton }Joyelle McSweeney interview
I have not read António Lobo Antunes but I know some of you have, here's an RIP from a critic I like
"now resuming, a rolling/occasional thread of new(ish) jams & releases i'm enjoying"






PREFERNTIAL TREATMENT

Claire Schwartz

The Censor uses the black crayon
to eradicate sex. On payday, he takes
his wife and son to Shake Shack. Whatever
you want, the Censor says to his wife
when she asks what she should have.
The Censor crosses provide for your family
off of the list he keeps tucked in his billfold. To track
the time, the Censor sings You Are My Sunshine twice
while his son brushes his teeth. The boy shows the glass
his shining mouthstones and growls. He is a bear. No,
he is a boy. In the boy’s drawings, the zebras
are purple and white. His mother hangs
them on the fridge. What beautiful horses,
the Censor says. His wife’s wit trembles, then ebbs.
The children’s nails are clogged with black wax.

Friday, October 31, 2025

Trees Outside the Window and a Big Band Sound That Makes You Feel Like Everything's Okay, a Feeling That Lasts For One Song Maybe, the Parentheses All Clicking Shut Behind You

Wednesday past's New York Times had two articles (here's one) atop the digital fold on AI in general and Nvidia is particular, Nvidia now a five trillion dollar company, and both articles expressed the now gospel truth that AI's triumph over everyone and everything now a fait accompli and that everyone and everything should fucking give up any and all resistance and comply now before AI assigns you your draft number for eradication. You are designated for eradication, yo, that's a primary and non-negotiable end goal of your AI-ensured enshittification and immiseration. No other alternative is possible. It's been decided, it's algorthimically locked-in.



That's me 95% of the time. That's down from 99% of the time. 99% of the time that 4% decline frightens me but that's down to 95% of the time too. It's not by design, it's not a latent wish. My first impulse when the thought that I should disconnect for even a second from observing and then obsessing over the clusterfuck is to think disconnecting a shameful act of cowardice, that I'm obligated to record and futilely scream about Shitlords and the Clusterfuck at people who 99% of the time agree with me, though perhaps you've noticed a 4% decline of late too. Why do I think it damning and sinful to want and try to be like this?

Well it seems so real, I can see it. I've incriminated myself enough treasonous hate speech-wise that if the Thielverse (see Thielverse in grid below) wants to off me for thought crimes they've silos full of evidence - not that they need it - so that's not driving this. I'm currently averaging, according to blooger stats, over 10K pings by AI bots (and those are only the pings that blooger sees), no amount of shutting up now will save my ass when it's my turn for state violence. Still, for the first time in my life the idea of disassociating, distancing, decoupling from engagement much less embrace of the civic and political world in exchange for what? peace of mind? a good night's sleep? occurs to me, each time microscopically less spiritually repulsive than the previous. Saving myself from constant anger and anxiety (far more for my daughter than for me) at the clusterfuck by opting out of daily swimming in the shitstorm now a infinitely distant possibility, as the grid with a fuckton of angry and anxious links below proves. Would it surprise you to learn there's a new Guided by Voices album? Here's the first single:





"The genocide in Gaza is not a freakish anomaly. It is a harbinger of what awaits us as the ecosystem disintegrates and governments embrace climate fascism"
I have been screaming about these whack motherfuckers for more than fifty fucking years
"A 67-year-old unarmed man. Driving home after a run in Chicago. Didn’t move his car fast enough for ICE, on his own street… so they ripped him out, threw him to the ground, and kneeled on his back until his ribs broke and he bled internally"
The Rise of the Thielverse and the Construction of the Surveillance State
Know your billionaire shitlords
Peter Thiel Wants to Inject Himself With Young People’s Blood
"Please let all your friends who aren't paying attention know that ICE is being used to take from us every amendment in the Bill of Rights, including the First"
FBI Agents Visit Anti-ICE Protester
"The persecution of anti-Zionism throughout the Global North isn’t simply conducted at the behest of Israel. Rather, the recent Zionist mobilization has facilitated a decades-long effort to wipe away any impediment to ruling class accumulation. A symbiotic relationship exists between Zionism and the Trumpian nightmare of the current United States"
Our survival is their failure
"-citizen, do you know your Gestapo from your Sipo? Your SA from your SD? Your Waffen SS from your.."
MAGA McCarthyism, and the fight for free speech
"May I present a former clerk to Justice Gorsuch"
Silicon Valley’s War Profiteers
Material Interests: on the new Marxism
Unity Without Solidarity Is Fascism
"For those who may have forgotten, the last US President from the Democratic Party was a xenophobic, mass incarceration loving, proponent of every crappy American war of the last half-century, who instigated a war of choice in Ukraine while he participated in an ethno-nationalist genocide in Gaza. In terms of domestic policies, he promised quite a bit in order to steal the nomination from Bernie Sanders, and then failed to deliver on almost all of it"
"The ballroom is such an obvious winning political issue for Dems, it’s breathtaking how little they want to talk about it. It will be ugly, omnipresent, a literal metaphor for Trump‘s disinterest in doing anything that actually helps American voters. Run on it, you fucking morons"
Here’s What Trump’s Ballroom Donors Want
Rents for poorest tenants increased more than twice as much as rents for rich tenants since 2021
Fascism Is Imperialism Turned Homeward
Democrats Lied About Obamacare For 15 Years
Goon SquadAnticipatory Demolition
Will Zohran Mamdani take on the NYPD?
The shittiest people in the world hate and fear Zohran Mamdani
The shittiest people in the world hate and fear Zohran Mamdani
The shittiest people in the world hate and fear Zohran Mamdani
The shittiest people in the world hate and fear Zohran Mamdani
I have been hollaring about these whack motherfuckers for more than fifty fucking years
"The corporate/conservative wing of the Dem Party prioritized identity politics & used it as a weapon against the econ populism that threatened their donors. "The Left" didn't do that. This isnt speculation or some weird theory - Corporate Dems were extremely explicit about it"
I. Hate. Motherfucking. Democrats.
Democratic Establishment Is a Dead Man Walking
The shittiest people in the world hate and fear Zohran Mamdani
The Lingering DelusionMotherfucking christers scare the fuck out of me
There is no finer metaphor for America in general and Magamerica in particular than professional helmetball
The Crackerchristers Who Think Trump Isn’t Going Far Enough
"it’s so fucking satisfying to find out, over and over again, that these people really are just as vacuous and idiotic as you imagine. pure, unadulterated narcissism in service of a senile ghoul who had no shot of winning"
MonstrificationRemembering Gary Indiana
Gilbert and his wife Jane were unfailingly sweet, generous and kind to me when I knew them as my brother-in-law's first wife's (who was unfailingly a jerk and an asshole) parents, Gilbert and I talked the above-the-fall-line Potomac, C&O Canal, the AT, and hiking western Maryland
Social media privacy in 2025: what you need to know
How to Protect Your Right to Culture
{ feuilleton }The Dupont Metro Sticker Wars
Rockers and PoetsRIP June Lockhart
American Dream-Master: on Shadow Ticket
Z, The Turning, by Steve Tomasula
A friend urged Elias Canetti’s “The Book Against Death” on me, gave me a copy, it's on my night stand, maybe, someday, maybe next, probably not, my fault
Beautiful Losing: on *Your Name Here*
I'm halfway through it and it's *both* a work of genius and a complete mess
A Work of Genius or a Complete Mess? on *Your Name Here*
Thomas Pynchon’s novel of international espionage and white-cheddar crime
I'm 0-4 in at bats with Shadow Ticket, I blame me most but not all
Robert Pollard is 68 today and this is my favorite GBV song





MEANWHILE

Richard Siken

        Driving, dogs barking, how you get used to it, how you make
                            the new streets yours.
Trees outside the window and a big band sound that makes you feel like
     everything's okay,
  a feeling that lasts for one song maybe,
                 the parentheses all clicking shut behind you.
          The way we move through time and space, or only time.
The way it's night for many miles, and then suddenly
                                     it's not, it's breakfast
   and you're standing in the shower for over an hour,
                   holding the bar of soap up to the light.
I will keep watch. I will water the yard.
      Knot the tie and go to work. Unknot the tie and go to sleep.
                            I sleep. I dream. I make up things
   that I would never say. I say them very quietly.
                      The trees in wind, the streetlights on,
          the click and flash of cigarettes
being smoked on the lawn, and just a little kiss before we say goodnight.
      It spins like a wheel inside you: green yellow, green blue,
                                  green beautiful green.
   It's simple: it isn't over, it's just begun. It's green. It's still green.

Friday, July 11, 2025

Give Me a Name; I've Never Heard My Voice or Seen My Face

After my root canal yesterday morning I checked out books (I work in a university library) to a tenured professor and enthusiastic 2ionist who was talking at a student accompanying him/her/they and extolling Gigi's benocide, 2ionist professor exclaiming he/she/they just signed with a major publisher for his/her/their book on October 7th as justification for Gazan eradication, when I finished and handed him/her/them the books he/she/they said, Good to see you again, Jeff, you're quiet today, and I said... have a nice day. He/she/they said, I'll get you a copy of the book, I plan to mention you in the acknowledgments (I've helped him/her/they for three decades with course reserves, with finding and acquiring material necessary for his/her/their research, with waiving literally tens of thousands of dollars of fines when he/she/they wouldn't return that and other material on time if at all, with locked private space in the Library). Please don't, I said, he/she/they said, what, with the copy? no, I said, with the acknowledgment. He/she/they looked at me, got it. As of now I still have my job




Vanity domain name renewal time, email from blooger itself and from two of the three companies who they subcontracted to handle domain names since I first domained this shitty blog in 2010, due to autorenew or not between today and July 19th, usually works without a flaw though twice it's been a shitshow, if this shitty blog disappears that's why, probably. It may surprise you that Robert Pollard has a new project and the project a new album




Genocidal monster poses for photo with his motherfucking senior Democratic Party friends
What We Learned From The New York Times’ Anti-Zohran Crusade
The Sad (Very Familiar) New York Times and Its Mamdani Hit Piece
Democrats will fight against Mamdani harder than they've ever fought against Trump
"A top adviser for Hakeem Jeffries is threatening to "go after the democratic socialists" because Team Jeffries is upset that average, moderate, run-of-the-mill Dem Party voters are unhappy and uninspired with him as a House leader"
"Chuck Schumer spending time laundering the reputation of a corrupt, Trump-loving genocidal war criminal is a demonstration of why he’s unfit for his role"
The Empire has accidentally caused the rebirth of real counterculture in the West
The option to Fetterman Pennsylvanians were offered was the horrifyingly ickyoily and psychopathically greedy Dr Oz, mentioned only to remind you the choice our shitlords give us is Shittier or Shittiest, amen
The long thread of white grievance
"Can’t tell you how many times I’ve set out to write a piece attacking the theory behind MAGA rationalization of Trump policy only to give up because there’s no theory to attack. It’s just racism and personality"
"This sounds batsh*t crazy but it's, quite literally, a straightforward an purely factual description of what's going on here"
The head of the Shitlord Post emailed his staff and warned anyone who is not on board with the Post's "champion(ing) the timeless American values" of shitfunneling shitlord shitnarratives better take the shitty buyout off or else
Washington Post Publisher Seeks to Crush Newsroom Dissent
"Here's a fact: Glenn Kessler is politically conservative, heir to not one but two large fortunes, absolutely despises Bernie Sanders, and frequently gets confused and/or lies about elementary statistics"
"Joe Davidson, longtime Washpost columnist, quit due to editing restrictions. He couldn't call a pay raise for fed'l employees "well deserved" or say that a hallmark of Trump’s "turbulent months in office is his widespread, ominous attack on thought, belief & speech”
The Coming Fall of the U.S. Economy
Uneasy OligarchyAnti-Labor Forces Pushing the Abundance Movement
The shittiest people in the world hate and fear Zohran Mamdani
The science behind Texas’ catastrophic floods
Texas flood exposed America’s warped priorities
"The man below is the founder of Al Qaeda in Syria. The US just took his organization off its terror list and lifted sanctions on him. The woman below is the UN rapporteur on Israel and Palestine. The US is about to impose sanctions on her"
Anyone who claims, or pretends to claim, he/she/they doesn't understand why Democrats aren't gleefully flaying Trump over Epstein will never get it
What do politicians do?Lisbon in Reverse
In the past two years, without much notice, solar power has begun to truly transform the world’s energy system
Why Science Hasn’t Solved Consciousness (Yet)
The Legacy of Wayne Booth's "Ethical Criticism"
Kind of nothingBeautiful music logical wartsWay of arrival
New short stories from Joy Williams coming in November!
Rest in Peace, Fanny HoweFanny Howe interview w White Review
The Fanny Howe Art of Poetry Interview at Paris Review
RIP, Fanny HoweRest in Peace, Fanny Howe
43 minutes of This Heat playing live in 1980







FATE'S MAN

Fanny Howe

Wild berries grow
in my hands when I'm nice
but my fingers turn
into shears when I'm not.


I am an ordinary girl
from an ordinary part
of the world. I wear pink skin
like bullet-proof glass.


What happened to my hot-
blooded paws creased
with time and swinging?
What happened to my language?


I am Hitler's mother
and that's enough.
Two-sided eternity erases
my death. I have lived for good


and will: part child,
part ape, part whore.
Give me a name; I've never heard
my voice or seen my face.