Showing posts with label abandon. Show all posts
Showing posts with label abandon. Show all posts

Wednesday, May 11, 2022

It Was Fairly Ironic, If You Consider That It Is I Who Initiated the Petitions to Have Myself Captured and Put Down Without Delay, an Unfortunate but Necessary Measure in Light of a Clear Threat to Public Safety

Why isn't there a collected Franz Wright, dammit. Library dean relented, agreed to offer the janitor position to the horribly unambitious woefully over-qualified professional librarian but only at the very minimum salary permitted by Hilltop for this janitor grade which of course the candidate turned down as the insult was intended to provoke. I stepped into the staff elevator ten minutes ago, voila, the dean, I said nothing, me and my fucking complicity and fine metaphors abounding. I liked *Harrow* then loved *Harrow* then hated *Harrow* the first time through, I loved *Harrow* then loved *Harrow* then didn't hate but didn't like *Harrow* the second time through, I'll decide years from now if I have years from now whether there will be a third time through, every Joy Williams novel does this to me. I'm sideways angry I'm sideways angry I'm sideways angry. Wait, Yo La Tengo *OPENS?* for Death Cab for Shitty? Low *OPENS?* for Death Cab for Shitty? Where did I gain the faith that if I'm not angry I've surrendered? I thoroughly enjoyed tweeting out Death Cab for Shitty, was typed and sent without a second thought, it's love (as was my purchase on Bandcamp of the just discovered new Big Blood album an hour ago, it's love). Crackers and christers would not be winning if the ruling elite did not want them to win, I said yesterday to a bidenite colleague distraught that crackers and christers are winning but did not mention that crackers and christers are winning with the full complicity of motherfucking Democrats not to spare the feelings of my bidenite colleague but because the duh becoming a dull anger. We are being reprogrammed, I'm telling you three times, I said to the bidenite, effectively enacting a guarantee the bidenite will never attempt bidenizing me again. It felt like the sting of my glaucoma drops that slow my blindness but won't cure it. This green will be gone by weekend's end, summer's darker replacing




Trump breaking kayfabe, by shitlord design or not, the greatest gift shitlords ever received, or: one way or the other it's called disaster capitalism for a reason
The Rise of the New Normal Reich
The Rats in our WallsRadioactive us
Capitalism and the Covid-19 Disaster
Pelosi means Control Your Motherfucking Crackers like we control our motherfucking commies
Another day in Crackerstan
The empire's new clothes
Never believe a cracker who cries about babies
Losing Roe and the new Dred Scott
Overworked and underpaid
Yinz don't like it when I give you proper shit for your helmetball consumption
Pig tells fags to be nicer to crackers
Life in the Shitlordocene
Hurtling,me.Outrage
outpacedbyduh,paraphrase
daily.Spurtlingme
Disassembling Empire: on the MFA industry
The Unraveling of SST Records, or: Why We Lack a Meaningful Counter-Culture Today





SOME RECENT CRITICISM

Franz Wright

I'd been lying in bed reading forever in my starry yoke. I kept coming across references to my death, but I felt fine. Better than ever. It was fairly ironic, if you consider that it is I who initiated the petitions to have myself captured and put down without delay, an unfortunate but necessary measure in light of a clear threat to public safety. Do you know not a single individual was willing to sign, not even in my own neighborhood, having completely lost touch, apparently, with even the memory of having been loved.

Thursday, March 17, 2022

That Dog, For Example, Whose Refusal to Leave My Side I Mistook, as a Child, for Loyalty When All Along It Was Just Blind

Modern capitalism is weirder than you think
I would love to be a spider fluent in Chinese under the table at Xi's inner-circle meetings
Oil companies lament rising price of Joe Manchin
The superpower of admitting the obvious
Histories of people, histories of rupture
Dynamics of the Russian political economy
There *are* no honest brokers is shitlord wars of choice
The fog of war and shitlord profiteering
Nine haikus on clustcrackerfuck cause what the fuck:
Covid seasonal flu now No money for you but Ukrainians
YES! your child tax dumped Our crackerization on pace, women must piss
when crossing state lines and prudes view your genitals before you can pee
shitlord megaphones call me the intolerant fuck, would the straw man
not have so many job applicants, *all* of us over-qualified!
The pivot to war, post-plague that never happened, the war-frothy glee
Dem professionals drooling, IR neo-con boneristical
chanting, but christer cracker wants to look at my daughter's cunt your son's
balls before they pee Shitlords know how to distract us, their enema
First draft then edited here until abandoned




Photo and flip by L, me, Sunday past, Glenstone
The state in times of social and economic fragility
In my most obscure Kids in the Hall allusion yet, Two Dipshits Agree
Thom Gunn summarizes Henry James in two lines
I am 1/4th through James' *Wings of the Dove, * so far so-so
Fredric Jameson on Tokarczuk's Jacob
I am 3/5ths through and on hiatus, I will return but it will never be love (I *did* love *Drive Your Plow* but didn't love *Flights*), I will return, I don't promise to finish it
What if this is just the way things are now?
The greater clustcrackerfuck's static the less this shitty blag be read the increase in what the fuck at my end, another fucking human seeking gross personal profit in disaster
I vouch for Jake Xerxes Fussell's *Good and Green Again*




MONOMOY

Carl Phillips

Somewhere, people must still do things like fetch
water from wells in buckets, then pour it out
for those animals that, long domesticated, would
likely perish before figuring out how to get
for themselves. That dog, for example, whose
refusal to leave my side I mistook, as a child,
for loyalty — when all along it was just blind ... What
is it about vulnerability that can make the hand
draw back, sometimes, and can sometimes seem
the catalyst for rendering the hand into sheer force,
destructive? Don’t you see how you’ve burnt almost
all of it, all the tenderness, away, someone screams
to someone else, in public — and looking elsewhere,
we walk quickly past, as if even to have heard
that much might have put us at risk of whatever fate
questions like that
                                     spring from. Estrangement — 
like sacrifice — begins as a word at first, soon it’s
the stuff of drama, cue the follow-up tears that
attend drama, then it’s pretty much the difference
between waking up to a storm and waking up
inside one. Who can say how she got there — 
in the ocean, I mean — but I once watched a horse
make her way back to land mid-hurricane: having
ridden, surfer-like, the very waves that at any moment
could have overwhelmed her in their crash to shore, she
shook herself, looked back once on the water’s restlessness — 
history’s always restless — and the horse stepped free.

Friday, August 13, 2021

Give My Love to, Oh, Anybody

2021 August 12
Pjoepf of Vriecyh
I am the plumber*
invited to committees
by professionals
to describe shit-tubes'
best practices re: shitty
deliberate choke
points (professionals
either acknowledge I know
of what I speak or
forever dismiss
me (death to the either/or)
as embittered staph)
What makes a good boss
sharpest interview question:
Me, nine of ten say
*I am the polite
Bajoran people invite
to symposiums
but have no real sway
among my people* today's
lame metaphor, gag





Boat deck Wednesday update
Whither the Cuomosexual?
Maryland's duopoly
Anthro-washing
Why don't they believe us?
Labor shortage and new criminalization
Ambition in capitalist society
There is no will to fight climate change
The best kind of vanishing
Thinking about how dogs think
Ruefle interview
Remembering Stephen Dixon
Ashbery interview





SLEEP

James Schuyler

The friends who come to see you
and the friends who don’t.
The weather in the window.
A pierced ear.
The mounting tension and the spasm.
A paper lace doily on a small plate.
Tangerines.
A day in February: heart
shaped cookies on St Valentine’s.
Like Christopher, a discarded saint.
A tough woman with black hair.
“I got to set my wig straight.”
A gold and silver day begins to wane.
A crescent moon.
Ice on the window.
Give my love to, oh, anybody.