Saturday, April 4, 2015

Our Eye Goes Past the Hieroglyphic Tree to the Swimmer Carving a Wake in the Water and Almost to the Railroad Bridge from Which the Swimmer Might Have Dived



  • Planet is still asleep in her dorm and Earthgirl is still asleep over there so here I am. The above is the long-abandoned railroad bridge over the Kokosing River of a long-abandoned railroad as seen out the window of our room at the Comfort Inn in Mt V, Ohio. This will be the next-to-last trip to Mt V, at least to visit Planet at college. I can imagine myself passing near enough on some trip to somewhere else twenty years from now diverting to Mt V for a memory's sake drive-through. Mt V's dining options are limited - bad pizza, fast food, Ruby Applebee's and Thank God It's Panera, and fuck those. There is a mediocre local Mexican restaurant and a better than mediocre by a smidgen Greek/Indian place, but by seven last night both had lines out the door. There's a diner, Planet said, we get breakfast and pie there, never tried dinner, it looks rundown from the outside but is nice inside, and BLAMMO! in our penultimate trip to Mt V, after dozens and dozens of mediocre meals over eight semesters, the best effing road trip dinner in I can't remember how long. Fine metaphors abound.
  • The diner was almost full, filled with locals, friendly loud locals, shouting across the room at each other and the waitresses, lots of laughter, for forty-five minutes, loud, laughing conversations, not a single word about Iran or Indiana or motherfucking this person or motherfucking that person. No one was seething like I am always seething like I think everyone always seethes. Pleasant lessons abound.
  • Friends have new posts that I've read since starting this post:
  • Chelsea Manning is NOT on twitter.
  • Don't vote.
  • Blood moons.
  • :-p has three new posts.
  • Together they fight crime.
  • We have not digitally met, but read this guy too:
  • The anthropocene and the postmodern.
  • Since I started this post Earthgirl's gotten up and gone outside to take photos of the bridge, here:








BRIDGE AND SWIMMER

Forrest Gander

Our eye goes past the hieroglyphic tree to the swimmer
carving a wake in the water. And almost to the railroad bridge
from which the swimmer might have dived. Then, as though
come to the end of its tether,
our gaze returns, pulling toward the blemish
on the surface of the print. An L-shaped chemical dribble,
it sabotages the scene’s transparence
and siphons off its easy appeal.
   
At the same time, the blemish
joins together the realms
of seer and swimmer
in our experience of plunging
into and out of the image.



Friday, April 3, 2015

Sixty-Six Today





High Egoslavian Holy Day. Earthgirl and I saw a show in Harrisburg a decade and a half ago or so ago, not Thompson solo but Richard Thompson Band, they encored with Crawl Back, a fifteen minute version that morphed into The Israelites then back out, one of the best nights of my life.

Earthgirl and I and Hamster saw a Richard Thompson Band concert at the Senator Theater in Govans in 1996, closed the second set with a twelve-minute Shoot Out the Lights, one of the best nights of my life.







Earthgirl and I and Hamster saw a Richard Thompson Band concert at Lisner Auditorium in DC in late 1990s, it was the You, Me, Us tour, it was one of the best nights of my life, they drilled my favorite Richard Thompson song:







Earthgirl and Planet and I saw a Richard Thompson Band concert at the Keswick Theater in Philadelphia in the mid-00s, it was one of the best nights of my life, he opened with a killer:







Another one of the best nights of my life (thirty-three years ago, youngsters), I was there for the below at The Bayou: serendipitously my relationship with Blondie was falling apart as Richard and Linda screamed at each other between songs:



Thursday, April 2, 2015

I'm Watching Football, Which Is Odd as I Hate Football in a Hyperbolic and Clinically Revealing Way



  • Woke up with that in my head - I found the tape I used making it in a box in a closet late last night - and because some of you have asked me to post some of these I'm whore enough to provide. I know there will be a post tomorrow - it's a High Egoslavian Holy Day. It's already done, it's scheduled for 7:00 AM at which time we will be on I-70 towards Ohio for what might be our penultimate trip to visit Planet at college. There will or won't be posts over the weekend.
  • Dead flowers: i'm irritated that the right is using a principle which i do regard as sacred - the right of individual conscience to secede from the demands of the state or to refrain from activities which violate it - to get me nodding along with an underlying bigotry. i'm irritated at the left for relentlessly blowing this small thing up and using it as a club. really, i'm just sick of our politics, which never asks what's true or false or good or evil, but only how people can be manipulated to join up by defining and hating an enemy. in that situation, there's no difference between symbolic and substantive issues.
  • If you went on Yelp to the page of that pizzeria in Indiana and posted a photo of your dick fucking a pizza in the name of Liberal tolerance for diversity, fuck yourself.
  • A spectrum is haunting Texas.
  • Water in the Great Plains. Posted for itself, but also in case you do a weekly compilation of water news or something. 
  • Archives.
  • A documentary of Flann O'Brien. I keep meaning to go back and reread - it's been 30 years - but somehow I never think to do it when I'm between books.
  • Crime fiction is leftwing, thrillers are rightwing?
  • Post-exotic novels.
  • Mark Strand's last interview
  • Lawrence English.
  • Lightning Bolt playing Rock and Roll Hotel May 12. Wanna go? Buy me a beer, I'll buy you the ticket.
  • It's not out yet, but from what of it I've heard of it on WFMU this is going to be one of my favorite albums of the recent past:








I HEART YOUR DOG'S HEAD

Erin Belieu

I’m watching football, which is odd as
I hate football
in a hyperbolic and clinically revealing way,
but I hate Bill Parcells more,
because he is the illuminated manuscript
of cruel, successful men, those with the slitty eyes of ancient reptiles,
who wear their smugness like a tight white turtleneck,
and revel in their lack of empathy
for any living thing.
So I’m watching football, staying up late to watch football,
hoping to witness (as I think of it)
The Humiliation of the Tuna
(as he is called),
which is rightly Parcells’s first time back in the Meadowlands
since taking up with the Cowboys,
who are, as we all know,
thugs, even by the NFL’s standards. The reasons
I hate football are clear and complicated and were born,
as I was, in Nebraska,
where football is to life what sleep deprivation is
to Amnesty International, that is,
the best researched and most effective method
of breaking a soul. Yes,
there’s the glorification of violence, the weird nexus
knitting the homo, both phobic and erotic,
but also, and worse, my parents in 1971, drunk as
Australian parrots in a bottlebush, screeching
WE’RE #1, WE’RE #1!
when the Huskers finally clinched the Orange Bowl,
the two of them
bouncing up and down crazily on the couch, their index
fingers jutting holes through the ubiquitous trail of smoke rings
that was the weather in our house,
until the whole deranged mess that was them,
my parents, the couch, their lit cigarettes,
flipped over backward onto my brother and me. My husband
thinks that’s a funny story and, in an effort to be a “good sport,”
I say I think it is, too.
Which leads me to recall the three Chihuahuas
who’ve spent the fullness of their agitated lives penned
in the back of my neighbor’s yard.
Today they barked continuously for 12 minutes (I timed it) as
the UPS guy made his daily round.
They bark so piercingly, they tremble with such exquisite outrage,
that I’ve begun to root for them, though it’s fashionable
to hate them and increasingly dark threats
against their tiny persons move between the houses on our block.
But isn’t that what’s wrong with this version of America:
the jittering, small-skulled, inbred-by-no-choice-
of-their-own are despised? And Bill Parcells—
the truth is he’ll win
this game. I know it and you know it and, sadly,
did it ever seem there was another possible outcome?
It’s a small deposit,
but I’m putting my faith in reincarnation. I need to believe
in the sweetness of one righteous image,
in Bill Parcells trapped in the body of a teacup poodle,
as any despised thing,
forced to yap away his next life staked to
a clothesline pole or doing hard time on a rich old matron’s lap,
dyed lilac to match her outfit.
I want to live there someday, across that street,
and listen to him. Yap, yap, yap.



Tuesday, March 31, 2015

Invincible Is My Myopia, Great Is My Waist, Choral Are My Ideas, Wingéd Are My Eyebrows, Deep Is My Obscurity












PONDERABLE

Lyn Hejinian

The pine branches reach—the rain! the sun! the edge of the moving air!
       three goats!
Girls on razor scooters turn the corner and scoot
Autonomy actually shows, it shines amidst the stars of decision
I sacrifice hearing to writing, I return to the back of the train
Surrounded by nothing but tattered island nasturtia, the shoveler is
       prepared to exclaim, “Grief exterior, grief prison”
Beastly pine cones are falling from the sky
Down in the middle, and a soft wall, the midnight breeze billows
Check the role, the rock, the rule!
From cardboard pressed to ginger, water spilled on a list, salt sprinkled
        over…
Why so many references to dogs, purple, and bananas?
Then the carnival—it came up afterwards like a vermillion buttress to
        say of itself “it appears”
Wren in a ragged bee line, flora sleeping live
Yuki, Felicia, and Maxwell have between them $13.75, and they are
             hungry as they enter the small café, where they see a display of
             pies and decide to spend all their money on pie there and then—
             how much pie will each get to eat if each pie costs $5.25?
Invincible is my myopia, great is my waist, choral are my ideas, wingéd
             are my eyebrows, deep is my obscurity—who am I?




Monday, March 30, 2015

My Poem on Free Speech After My Censor's Edits



Click, yo.

RIP John Renbourn





I had not heard of John Renbourn's death until listening to Mandl's show last night. To be honest, I know Pentangle far more than Renbourn's solo or collaborative work (especially with Bert Jansch), and if his music never made a circle of My Sillyass Deserted Island Five Game (a) that's on me and (b) I can still fix this and (c) his life and music needs celebrating. Four more songs below the fold.

UPDATE! John sent me a tweet to his beautiful post on Renbourn.




Sunday, March 29, 2015

It's the Horse Butt That's Properly Lit





Thanks for the Kind words re: this. That's how I did things once. I stopped. I've started again. I've theories why both the stop and restart. If I write about them I'll write about them that way and if I do write about them that way I'll post them here, not there. That? A whole separate though related set of theories. Second use, this post, new tag Mememe.















POLITICAL THEORY

Jessica Fjeld

In a famous painting of a founding father
and the back end of a horse

it’s the horse butt that’s properly lit
groomed out        smooth       an immortal peach

Who can say what it means about revolution
that the horse’s tail emerges as though it had no bones in it

no chunky mechanics of the living
And the horse is not well muscled

but has been living in the rich grass
swollen like a birthday balloon