Showing posts with label Szymborska. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Szymborska. Show all posts

Monday, July 3, 2023

Wise in Hindsight: Not Many More Than Wise in Foresight

Yesterday Wislawa Szymborska's centennial. I tweeted it out twice, once in morning, bump in evening, a total of one like and 46 views over both. I recognize it was a Sunday on what for many is a four-day weekend at the height of the Summer, but once upon each would have garnered multiple likes and triple-digit views. This is not a whine - I'm genuinely curious what percentage of the drop twitter itself - it's new algorithms, people abandoning because of Melon - and what percentage me, my tweets muted (my follower count steady), my relentless clusterfuckful anger in general and my relentless criticism of crackerchristers in general and especially my even angrier yodeling at the elected fucks who campaign against crackerchristers while enabling crackerchristers to crackerchrister. 


Saturday past the first day of legal cannabis in Maryland. I didn't need to buy weed - per agreement with stakeholders in my life I only smoke in Michigan and Maine when on vacation, and I still have plenty bought in Michigan last April to take to Maine at the end of this month. This means of course I bought some (to stop thinking about buying some mostly, to get my name on surveillance lists too), an eighth of Garcia Hand Picked *Caps Frozen Lemons* at Liberty Cannabis on Nebel Street in Rockville, recommended on my neighborhood's listserv as best product in Moco by neighbors who had a medical card before legalization.





Not organic - I asked, the manager said their growers use well below the maximum fungicide and pesticide levels written into Maryland law for distributors. Ick. All flower flavors pre-packaged and I was not permitted to smell the different flavors before purchase (I only buy sativa and the most citrusy smelling sativa of the flavors available). Only difference between Maryland headshop and DC headshop is the directness of the transaction - in DC you buy a photo of the Washington Monument (e.g.) and are gifted weed, in Maryland it's a straight money for weed transaction. DC weed blows in comparison to the organic weed I can buy in Ann Arbor or the organic weed I can buy in Bangor. I now assume the same is true of weed bought in Maryland (though I'm delighted it's legal in Maryland now).

Tasted the Caps Frozen Lemons last night. Brick hard flowers, meh. Nice jar. Broke out my Michigan Hans Solo Burger, boom. Can't wait to be in Maine the last week of July and first week of August. C and R come back to Maryland second week of August, will see if Maryland now being legal changes the terms of my agreement with the stakeholders in my life then. 



30 Signs You Are Living in an Information Crap-pocalypse
They Lied About Afghanistan. They Lied About Iraq. And They Are Lying About Ukraine
Stopping the ‘Insect Apocalypse’ in the Garden of Capitalism
"This is how it happens. Precisely what you’re feeling now. The numbing litany of bad news. The ever rising outrages. People suffering, dying, and protesting all around you, while you think about dinner. If you’re trying to carry on while people around you die, your society is not collapsing. It’s already fallen down"
THE DIGITAL YEOMAN’S PLIGHT
He's glad to see his NYT essay triggering the neoliberal contingent
DeSantis produces a campaign video that is simultaneously the most homophobic *and* homoerotic campaign video ever
"Tell me this isn’t a witch hunt. Tell me this isn’t an open campaign of terror against already vulnerable citizens who had every reason to believe that their medical records — their medical records! — were confidential and every reason to believe that the medical clinic of a major university hospital was a safe space"
The Criminalization of Dissent (Revisited)
Maggie's weeklyFRESH HELL
"Why is inflation a problem? I ask because the common sense answer is wrong, whilst a standard answer among economists is out-of-date."
Avedon Carol's occasional links
{ feuilleton }'s weeklyCrocoDem Tears





A WORD ON STATISTICS

Wislawa Szymborska

Out of every hundred people

those who always know better:
fifty-two.

Unsure of every step:
almost all the rest.

Ready to help,
if it doesn't take long:
forty-nine.

Always good,
because they cannot be otherwise:
four—well, maybe five.

Able to admire without envy:
eighteen.

Led to error
by youth (which passes):
sixty, plus or minus.

Those not to be messed with:
forty and four.

Living in constant fear
of someone or something:
seventy-seven.

Capable of happiness:
twenty-some-odd at most.

Harmless alone,
turning savage in crowds:
more than half, for sure.

Cruel
when forced by circumstances:
it's better not to know,
not even approximately.

Wise in hindsight:
not many more
than wise in foresight.

Getting nothing out of life except things:
thirty
(though I would like to be wrong).

Doubled over in pain
and without a flashlight in the dark:
eighty-three, sooner or later.

Those who are just:
quite a few at thirty-five.

But if it takes effort to understand:
three.

Worthy of empathy:
ninety-nine.

Mortal:
one hundred out of one hundred—
a figure that has never varied yet.

Sunday, July 7, 2019

Barking Gladly in the Last

Two nights ago I had B-52 song put in my head - twaater asked me my 2AM driving back roads alone youth song (I still think I am young) and





  • Last night I saw twaater that yesterday 40th birthday of Yellow Album (forgive 
  • me, there is Yellow Album and Red Album then the rest of their career 
  • I....) Blessed be Serendipity, I do not kid, I need faith too





  • Serendipity also blesses you, removes my urge to bark at what you can bark at yourself if the links below make you bark at the necessarily documented duh but
  • in real life I obviously know people who think like me and many more people who get what I'm saying even if they quibble-haggle-disagree-argue
  • but this is true at work too, an admittedly more liberal place to work than most, and true too of my neighbors in an admittedly more liberal place to live than most, and true too at My Organic Market, an admittedly more liberal place to shop than Safeway
  • but this equivalency motherfucking Democrats use that anyone asking them to fight the fuck back is the same as Trump bowing to his cracker base, Blessed be my primal pleasures (see link above) Serendipity
  • my faith in same, urp, sorry....











  
CONSOLATION

Wisława Szymborska
- Translated by Clare Cavanagh

Darwin.
They say he read novels to relax,
But only certain kinds:
nothing that ended unhappily.
If anything like that turned up,
enraged, he flung the book into the fire.

True or not,
I’m ready to believe it.

Scanning in his mind so many times and places,
he’d had enough of dying species,
the triumphs of the strong over the weak,
the endless struggles to survive,
all doomed sooner or later.
He’d earned the right to happy endings,
at least in fiction
with its diminutions.

Hence the indispensable
silver lining,
the lovers reunited, the families reconciled,
the doubts dispelled, fidelity rewarded,
fortunes regained, treasures uncovered,
stiff-necked neighbors mending their ways,
good names restored, greed daunted,
old maids married off to worthy parsons,
troublemakers banished to other hemispheres,
forgers of documents tossed down the stairs,
seducers scurrying to the altar,
orphans sheltered, widows comforted,
pride humbled, wounds healed over,
prodigal sons summoned home,
cups of sorrow thrown into the ocean,
hankies drenched with tears of reconciliation,
general merriment and celebration,
and the dog Fido,
gone astray in the first chapter,
turns up barking gladly
in the last.

Sunday, January 14, 2018

From Out of the Bushes Sometimes Someone Still Unearths Rusted-Out Arguments and Carries Them to the Garbage Pile

Is reading everything, finishing nothing, reading?
I bought Destroyer's latest album Ken (and you should too) and listened to it end to end about ten times then into Destroyer playlist where it's always shuffle. I'll never listen to Ken end to end again.
There's side two of Kate Bush's Hounds of Love and all but the jams at the end of George's All Things Must Pass, but but those two I can't remember the last time I listened to an album end to end except when new in ?
Fellow motherfuckers, is it ok to put five, fifteen, a hundred novels novellas books of poetry on song by song shuffle and never finish a motherfucking one ? Please say yes.
Love even if no.











THE END AND THE BEGINNING

Wisława Szymborska
    - Translated by Joanna Trzeciak

After every war
someone has to clean up.
Things won’t
straighten themselves up, after all.
 
Someone has to push the rubble
to the side of the road,
so the corpse-filled wagons
can pass.
 
Someone has to get mired
in scum and ashes,
sofa springs,
splintered glass,
and bloody rags.
 
Someone has to drag in a girder
to prop up a wall.
Someone has to glaze a window,
rehang a door.
 
Photogenic it’s not,
and takes years.
All the cameras have left
for another war.
 
We’ll need the bridges back,
and new railway stations.
Sleeves will go ragged
from rolling them up.
 
Someone, broom in hand,
still recalls the way it was.
Someone else listens
and nods with unsevered head.
But already there are those nearby
starting to mill about
who will find it dull.
 
From out of the bushes
sometimes someone still unearths
rusted-out arguments
and carries them to the garbage pile.
 
Those who knew
what was going on here
must make way for
those who know little.
And less than little.
And finally as little as nothing.
 
In the grass that has overgrown
causes and effects,
someone must be stretched out
blade of grass in his mouth
gazing at the clouds.



Sunday, July 2, 2017

Should We Negotiate Life and Death at a Round Table or a Square One, or: Born Ninety-Four Years Ago Today



CHILDREN OF OUR ERA

Wisława Szymborska
Translated by Joanna Trzecia
      
We are children of our era;
our era is political.

All affairs, day and night,
yours, ours, theirs,
are political affairs.

Like it or not,
your genes have a political past,
your skin a political cast,
your eyes a political aspect.

What you say has a resonance;
what you are silent about is telling.
Either way, it's political.
 
Even when you head for the hills
you're taking political steps
on political ground.

Even apolitical poems are political,
and above us shines the moon,
by now no longer lunar.
To be or not to be, that is the question.
Question? What question? Dear, here's a suggestion:
a political question.

You don't even have to be a human being
to gain political significance.
Crude oil will do,
or concentrated feed, or any raw material.

Or even a conference table whose shape
was disputed for months:
should we negotiate life and death
at a round table or a square one?
Meanwhile people were dying,
animals perishing,
houses burning,
and fields growing wild,
 just as in times most remote
and less political.


   
ON DEATH, WITHOUT EXAGGERATION

Wislawa Szymborska
Translated from the Polish by Clare Cavanagh and Stanislaw Baranczak

It can't take a joke,
find a star, make a bridge.
It knows nothing about weaving, mining, farming,
building ships, or baking cakes.

In our planning for tomorrow,
it has the final word,
which is always beside the point.

It can't even get the things done
that are part of its trade:
dig a grave,
make a coffin,
clean up after itself.

Preoccupied with killing,
it does the job awkwardly,
without system or skill.
As though each of us were its first kill.

Oh, it has its triumphs,
but look at its countless defeats,
missed blows,
and repeat attempts!

Sometimes it isn't strong enough
to swat a fly from the air.
Many are the caterpillars
that have outcrawled it.

All those bulbs, pods,
tentacles, fins, tracheae,
nuptial plumage, and winter fur
show that it has fallen behind
with its halfhearted work.

Ill will won't help
and even our lending a hand with wars and coups d'etat
is so far not enough.

Hearts beat inside eggs.
Babies' skeletons grow.
Seeds, hard at work, sprout their first tiny pair of leaves
and sometimes even tall trees fall away.

Whoever claims that it's omnipotent
is himself living proof
that it's not.

There's no life
that couldn't be immortal
if only for a moment.

Death
always arrives by that very moment too late.

In vain it tugs at the knob
of the invisible door.
As far as you've come
can't be undone.


___

More below the fold.

Saturday, July 2, 2016

Like It or Not Your Genes Have a Political Past




My other Hillaryite Colleague expressed concern yesterday about the optics of Bill Clinton meeting privately with an Attorney General who COULD, if she wanted to and had the legal case, squeeze Clinton Syndicate's junk in a vice. I paraphrase. I said, the optics seem bad, but Bill is too shrewd* to not understand the optics were awful. He judged the hurt will be minimal compared to the damage to the Clinton Restoration had Bill not reminded the Attorney General of the correct decisions at hand. HC said, so this time you think the Clintons arranged this meeting - ordered the Attorney General to a meeting that would put *her* in an obviously awkward and potentially reputation-ruining position, and told her what her decision on Hillary's emails will be. Onomatopoetic word made by inhaling with lips open between teeth that signifies wink, I said, winking. Fuck you, you're nuts, HC said. I said, it could have been happenstance they were at the same airport at the very same time and they may have only chatted about grandchildren and mutual friends, but Bill knew no one would believe that even if true and fucking did it anyway cause he's Bill Fucking Clinton.





  • Trump Trump Trump Gingrich Trump, HC said. Yes, I said, Bill certainly took that into consideration when calculating risk/reward of meeting with AG.
  • My Hillaryite Colleague expressed NO concern beyond optics re: Bill Clinton's meeting w AG. 
  • It's just so tone deaf, HC said. I said, onomatopoetic sound of methane gas passing between ass cheeks.
  • *Shrewd is one of English's best words, especially when thinking about the Clintons.
  • UPDATE! News on the radio that Hillary Clinton finally interviewed w FBI on emails this morning, the Saturday morning of the 4th of July weekend. I can't hold that against them - politicians have used holiday weekends to bury damaging news stories forever. Still, makes one wonder whether Bill's meeting w AG was to set terms of the interview.
  • UPDATE! Donald Trump, at news of Hillary's FBI interview, tweets out image of Hillary next to Star of David over an image of piles of money. When did Bill meet with Donald this week?
  • The psychology of why Clinton supporters hate Bernie Sanders.
  • Here's what needs to happen for Trump to win.
  • Why are voters ignoring their overlords
  • UPDATE! Judging British conservatives by their wikipedia photos.
  • 47 of the blogs on the bloglists (that are not already housed in Moribund) have not updated in at least one month, most of then longer. Blegsylvania's glory days were eight years ago, I know, but it's always interested me how Blegsylvania goes quietest when the clusterfuck is loudest.
  • Mostly porn and politics.
  • Best goal ever?
  • Gaddis, Frolic of His Own, & American justice.
  • Szymborska born 93 years ago today. Title of today's post taken from one of the many poems there.
  • More RIP Geoffrey Hill
  • Above photos of building I work in. It's a mid-70s Brutalist, I'm in the minority but I think it's exterior is wonderful. Bottom photo - major stacks shift ongoing. It's dramatic how much the acoustics change when books removed. 
  • On the Pere Ubu show I was at week ago Friday.
  • SUNN0))) + Coltrane =





poem



Thursday, July 2, 2015

Born Ninety-Two Years Ago Today




CHILDREN OF OUR ERA

Wisława Szymborska
Translated by Joanna Trzecia

  
We are children of our era;
our era is political.

All affairs, day and night,
yours, ours, theirs,
are political affairs.

Like it or not,
your genes have a political past,
your skin a political cast,
your eyes a political aspect.

What you say has a resonance;
what you are silent about is telling.
Either way, it's political.
 
Even when you head for the hills
you're taking political steps
on political ground.

Even apolitical poems are political,
and above us shines the moon,
by now no longer lunar.
To be or not to be, that is the question.
Question? What question? Dear, here's a suggestion:
a political question.

You don't even have to be a human being
to gain political significance.
Crude oil will do,
or concentrated feed, or any raw material.

Or even a conference table whose shape
was disputed for months:
should we negotiate life and death
at a round table or a square one?
Meanwhile people were dying,
animals perishing,
houses burning,
and fields growing wild,
 just as in times most remote
and less political.

-
   Five more below the fold.

Thursday, January 29, 2015

Marks with Acid Fine Edge





When I listen to that at lunch today it will be the eleventh time since Monday. I'm listening to it the tenth time since Monday as I write this post. Demis Roussos recently died. I'd never heard of Demis Roussos, but he was a member of Aphrodite's Child, a band I thought of as a Vangelis vehicle. Various WFMU djs have been playing 666 in remembrance. A brief reiteration of personal history: first and foremost, 666 is my favorite just as the acid is kicking in album of all time. One cannot underestimate the importance of the just as the acid is kicking in album in the overall joy of the trip - this is why I hate The Motherfucking Doors. It is also one of the albums that was required listening on all Major Epods - a group of us (Elric 7 was one, but he won't comment since he no longer reads this blog since I offended him in a retort to something he'd said about Chelsea Manning, and Landru attended some minor Epods but never a Major Epod) split sheets and bought ounces and grams of combustibles and cases of been and fifths of rum and bourbon, got ourselves places safe and unsafe, and brained our trips out. So the past three days have rendered me nostalgic. I'd only heard the album sporadically since - I want my albums back, Blondie, I want my fucking albums back - so I associated my appreciation of 666 with the heightened ears of the blissfully lit. But here's the thing: this is an insanely good album. Thirteenth time since Monday tonight.

Epod: dope spelled backwards. Three more Major Epod songs below.















HELSINKI WINDOW

Robert Creeley

Go out into brightened   
space out there the fainter   
yellowish place it
makes for eye to enter out   
to greyed penumbra all the   
way to thoughtful searching   
sight of all beyond that
solid red both brick and seeming   
metal roof or higher black   
beyond the genial slope I   
look at daily house top on   
my own way up to heaven.

         *

Same roof, light’s gone   
down back of it, behind   
the crying end of day, “I   
need something to do,” it’s   
been again those other   
things, what’s out there,   
sodden edge of sea’s   
bay, city’s graveyard, park   
deserted, flattened aspect,   
leaves gone colored fall   
to sidewalk, street, the end   
of all these days but   
still this regal light.

         *

Trees stripped, rather shed
of leaves, the black solid trunks up
to fibrous mesh of smaller   
branches, it is weather’s window,   
weather’s particular echo, here   
as if this place had been once,   
now vacant, a door that had had   
hinges swung in air’s peculiar   
emptiness, greyed, slumped elsewhere,   
asphalt blank of sidewalks, line of   
linearly absolute black metal fence.

         *

Old sky freshened with cloud bulk   
slides over frame of window the   
shadings of softened greys a light   
of air up out of this dense high   
structured enclosure of buildings   
top or pushed up flat of bricked roof   
frame I love I love the safety of   
small world this door frame back   
of me the panes of simple glass yet   
airy up sweep of birch trees sit in   
flat below all designation declaration   
here as clouds move so simply away.

         *

Windows now lit close out the   
upper dark the night’s a face   
three eyes far fainter than   
the day all faced with light   
inside the room makes eye re-
flective see the common world   
as one again no outside coming   
in no more than walls and post-
card pictures place faces across   
that cautious dark the tree no   
longer seen more than black edge   
close branches somehow still between.

         *

He was at the edge of this
reflective echo the words blown   
back in air a bubble of suddenly   
apparent person who walked to
sit down by the familiar brook and   
thought about his fading life
all “fading life” in tremulous airy   
perspect saw it hover in the surface   
of that moving darkness at the edge   
of sun’s passing water’s sudden depth   
his own hands’ knotted surface the   
sounding in himself of some other.

         *

One forty five afternoon red   
car parked left hand side   
of street no distinguishing   
feature still wet day a bicycle   
across the way a green door-
way with arched upper window   
a backyard edge of back wall
to enclosed alley low down small   
windows and two other cars green   
and blue parked too and miles   
and more miles still to go.

         *

This early still sunless morning when a chair’s   
creak translates to cat’s cry a blackness still
out the window might be apparent night when the
house still sleeping behind me seems a bag of   
immense empty silence and I feel the children   
still breathing still shifting their dreams an   
enigma will soon arrive here and the loved one   
centers all in her heavy sleeping arm out the   
leg pushed down bedclothes this body unseen un-
known placed out there in night I can feel all   
about me still sitting in this small spare pool of   
light watching the letters the words try to speak.

         *

Classic emptiness it
sits out there edge of   
hierarchic roof top it
marks with acid fine edge   
of apparent difference it   
is there here here that
sky so up and out and where   
it wants to be no birds no   
other thing can for a   
moment distract it be   
beyond its simple space.




Tuesday, January 6, 2015

Mirrors in Which Fires Now Preen




A friend and colleague at work was born in Poland, goes back to visit family at least twice a year, brought me back the above from her recent holiday visit. Click image to enlarge poems, yo.






  • Click here for much more Szymborska.
  • The table of contents in the book are at the end of the book. I asked my friend, she says this is the common practice in Poland.
  • I was going to write about Tablet becoming also notebook, how I am no longer going to keep Tablet for one type of scribbling and a moleskin for another type of scribbing and why I did keep two and why I am no longer (and post a photo of the Triskelion decal that SeatSix lost then found and mailed me that I received yesterday that has now been adhered to Tablet's ass-end), but fuck that.
  • I had collected some aargh, but fuck that.
  • Though this: Our Animal Hell. Fuck humans. I haven't eaten mammals for forty years, ate my last poultry a week ago. Seafood is next. One last sushi binge.
  • Though this: I like this pope.
  • on what there is for things to be
  • New Mark Kozelek (and someone I never heard of)!
  • UPDATE! Steve M notes that the Kozelek is not new, is from 2013. My apologies.
  • I would, however, ask you to scroll down to Blegroll Moribund - look, life!







Wednesday, July 2, 2014

Born Ninety-One Years Ago Today




CHILDREN OF OUR ERA

Wisława Szymborska
Translated by Joanna Trzecia

We are children of our era;
our era is political.

All affairs, day and night,
yours, ours, theirs,
are political affairs.

Like it or not,
your genes have a political past,
your skin a political cast,
your eyes a political aspect.

What you say has a resonance;
what you are silent about is telling.
Either way, it's political.
 
Even when you head for the hills
you're taking political steps
on political ground.

Even apolitical poems are political,
and above us shines the moon,
by now no longer lunar.
To be or not to be, that is the question.
Question? What question? Dear, here's a suggestion:
a political question.

You don't even have to be a human being
to gain political significance.
Crude oil will do,
or concentrated feed, or any raw material.

Or even a conference table whose shape
was disputed for months:
should we negotiate life and death
at a round table or a square one?
Meanwhile people were dying,
animals perishing,
houses burning,
and fields growing wild,
 just as in times most remote
and less political.



DREAMS

Wisława Szymborska
Translated from the Polish by Clare Cavanagh and Stanislaw Baranczak
      
Despite the geologists’ knowledge and craft,
mocking magnets, graphs, and maps—
in a split second the dream
piles before us mountains as stony
as real life.

And since mountains, then valleys, plains
with perfect infrastructures.
Without engineers, contractors, workers,
bulldozers, diggers, or supplies—
raging highways, instant bridges,
thickly populated pop-up cities.

Without directors, megaphones, and cameramen—
crowds knowing exactly when to frighten us
and when to vanish.

Without architects deft in their craft,
without carpenters, bricklayers, concrete pourers—
on the path a sudden house just like a toy,
and in it vast halls that echo with our steps
and walls constructed out of solid air.

Not just the scale, it’s also the precision—
a specific watch, an entire fly,
on the table a cloth with cross-stitched flowers,
a bitten apple with teeth marks.

And we—unlike circus acrobats,
conjurers, wizards, and hypnotists—
can fly unfledged,
we light dark tunnels with our eyes,
we wax eloquent in unknown tongues,
talking not with just anyone, but with the dead.

And as a bonus, despite our own freedom,
the choices of our heart, our tastes,
we’re swept away
by amorous yearnings for—
and the alarm clock rings.

So what can they tell us, the writers of dream books,
the scholars of oneiric signs and omens,
the doctors with couches for analyses—
if anything fits,
it’s accidental,
and for one reason only,
that in our dreamings,
in their shadowings and gleamings,
in their multiplings, inconceivablings,
in their haphazardings and widescatterings
at times even a clear-cut meaning
may slip through.



CAT IN AN EMPTY APARTMENT

Wislawa Szymborska
Translated by Stanislaw Baranczak and Clare Cavanagh

Die—you can’t do that to a cat.
Since what can a cat do
in an empty apartment?
Climb the walls?
Rub up against the furniture?
Nothing seems different here
but nothing is the same.
Nothing’s been moved
but there’s more space.
And at nighttime no lamps are lit.

Footsteps on the staircase,
but they’re new ones.
The hand that puts fish on the saucer
has changed, too.

Something doesn’t start
at its usual time.
Something doesn’t happen
as it should.
Someone was always, always here,
then suddenly disappeared
and stubbornly stays disappeared.

Every closet’s been examined.
Every shelf has been explored.
Excavations under the carpet turned up nothing.
A commandment was even broken:
papers scattered everywhere.
What remains to be done.
Just sleep and wait.

Just wait till he turns up,
just let him show his face.
Will he ever get a lesson
on what not to do to a cat.
Sidle toward him
as if unwilling
and ever so slow
on visibly offended paws,
and no leaps or squeals at least to start.



THE END AND THE BEGINNING

Wislawa Szymborska
Translated by Joanne Trzeciak

After every war
someone has to clean up.
Things won’t
straighten themselves up, after all.

Someone has to push the rubble
to the side of the road,
so the corpse-filled wagons
can pass.

Someone has to get mired
in scum and ashes,
sofa springs,
splintered glass,
and bloody rags.

Someone has to drag in a girder
to prop up a wall.
Someone has to glaze a window,
rehang a door.

Photogenic it’s not,
and takes years.
All the cameras have left
for another war.

We’ll need the bridges back,
and new railway stations.
Sleeves will go ragged
from rolling them up.

Someone, broom in hand,
still recalls the way it was.
Someone else listens
and nods with unsevered head.
But already there are those nearby
starting to mill about
who will find it dull.

From out of the bushes
sometimes someone still unearths
rusted-out arguments
and carries them to the garbage pile.

Those who knew
what was going on here
must make way for
those who know little.
And less than little.
And finally as little as nothing.

In the grass that has overgrown
causes and effects,
someone must be stretched out
blade of grass in his mouth
gazing at the clouds.



SOME LIKE POETRY

Wislawa Szymborska

Some--
that means not all.
Not even the majority of all but the minority.
Not counting the schools, where one must,
and the poets themselves, there will be perhaps two in a thousand.
Like--
but one also likes chicken noodle soup,
one likes compliments and the color blue, one likes an old scarf,
one likes to prove one's point,
one likes to pet a dog.

Poetry--
but what sort of thing is poetry?
More than one shaky answer
has been given to this question.
But I do not know and do not know and clutch on to it,
as to a saving bannister.

Saturday, June 21, 2014

Nothingness Unseamed Itself for Me Too



Bernie Kopell is 81 today. I loved Get Smart, especially in black and white. I yodel always, TV toggled to color when I was a kid, a toggle that chimes me. Here is Siegfried's traditional Egoslavian High Holy Day decree, copied & pasted from last year's.

Siegfried has been this shitty blog's and my digital avatar since Blog Day One. Bernie Koppel, Siegfried on Get Smart (and Ann Marie's neighbor Jerry Bauman in That Girl and, unfortunately if more famously, Doc on Love Boat), was born 80 years ago today, his birthday noted every year here.

This is true: I have my iPod set to shuffle the 2000+ songs, driving home Thursday night (this is serendipitous but not as serendipitous as if it happened last night) the Second Egoslavian Bleggalgazing Anthem (lyrics) came on and I realized what a colossal fuck-up by me for not posting it on The Annual Egoslavian Bleggalgazegasm three weeks ago, so shazam! how's this for futile weekend blegging and brazen blogwhoring and attention sluttery in Dead Blegsylvania?






  • My brother-in-law is getting married today. We have to go to the service this morning, then a dinner tonight, and then a brunch tomorrow morning. This is proof I love my wife. Further proof: I will not write about it beyond this.
  • Links below from friends, blog friends, blog comrades, mostly. Sorry friends, if patterns hold this will be the deadest weekend yet this Summer in Blegsylvania.
  • The Left/Right Spectrum is bogus.
  • BroadSnark's things you might have missed.
  • But you must write. A bleggalgaze of sort.
  • Binging on Anne Carson.
  • Dang! 15th again.
  • Becoming language here and now.
  • The pattern of tides.
  • A lifetime of watching England lose.
  • Here's the Feldman yesterday's mention of Rothko made inevitable here, with bonus Feldman below a new to me Szymborska poem.
  • Since My Sillyass Deserted Island Game seems only to include bands and acts the could be sloppily classified as rock Morton Feldman isn't included in the game, though Morton Feldman is going to the island with me. Click the tag in footer for LOTS more.








A POEM

Wislawa Szymborksa
Translated by Clare Cavanaugh

Nothingness unseamed itself for me too.
It turned itself wrong side out.
How on earth did I end up here—
head to toe among the planets,
without a clue how I used not to be.

O you, encountered here and loved here,
I can only guess, my arm on yours,
how much vacancy on that side went to make us,
how much silence there for one lone cricket here,
how much nonmeadow for a single sprig of sorrel,
and sun after darknesses in a drop of dew
as repayment—for what boundless droughts?

Starry willy-nilly! Local in reverse!
Stretched out in curvatures, weights, roughnesses, and motions!
Time out from infinity for endless sky!
Relief from nonspace in a shivering birch tree’s shape!

Now or never wind will stir a cloud,
since wind is exactly what won’t blow there.
And a beetle hits the trail in a witness’s dark suit,
testifying to the long wait for a short life.

And it so happened that I’m here with you.
And I really see nothing
usual in that.